twasbrillig

I'm having one of those days that come once in every four blue moons. I'm feeling really good about myself....for no reason in particular. I just feel confident and hopeful that things could be ok for me one day. So good, in fact, that I have just created the most hellish fall school schedule for myself thinking, "I'll be able to do this just fine." I'll be kicking myself mid-semester for it....but maybe not. Maybe I can pull myself up by the boot straps for a change and actually completely fill my schedule with work and school and not have a nervous breakdown. Maybe filling my schedule will make me feel better. Lots of people tell me that the more busy your schedule is the better you feel because you don't have time to worry about life. It makes sense. I want to be one of those people. I'm sick of wallowing in my own self pity.