Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

twasbrillig

Brooklyn

Member Since 2003

Followers 16 Following 40

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Saturday Apr 24, 2004

Apr 24, 2004
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
My grandmother died 5 hours ago.

Confusion, denial, sadness, happiness, relief, guilt, regret, depression, peace.

Death is a......I don't know.

My mother called the house at 6pm and told me she was dying. I thought, how can you know she's dying? She's been sick for a while. She's been in and out of the hospital since January. How could you know such a thing? Maybe she's just having a spell, or a bad day. But my mother knew. Half an hour later she was gone.

My parents and aunt and uncle were by her side when it happened. They said the moment before she died, after the priest read her her last rights, she lifted her arms up in the air and then crossed them, as if she were embracing someone, and then she was gone.

If there is a better world after this one, my nana is there....playing bingo and hoping the yankees can get their act together this season.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
serric:
I'm sorry sweetie . I lost my grandma about a month ago. So I know what its like .She was my last living grandparent. Don't ask why I mentioned my dog and not my grandma . She was ill long before too. Odd my mom gave me about the same call. Well I wish you all the best in such sad times.I hope a long life is some condolence. I send you all my best with love.
Apr 25, 2004
ttye0:
smile I'm glad you like it, I put it on myself ;p Thanks for your comment on my photo set though.

[my recent ex is from ny frown]
Apr 26, 2004

More Blogs

  • 11.20.03
    0

    Thursday Nov 20, 2003

    ***Venting Alert*** I hate people. I really fucking hate people. T…
  • 11.19.03
    1

    Wednesday Nov 19, 2003

    Quite a hellish week...and it's only Wednesday. I'd tell you what hap…
  • 11.11.03
    14

    Tuesday Nov 11, 2003

    I feel the need for a random thoughts installment after yesterday's e…
  • 11.10.03
    3

    Monday Nov 10, 2003

    Can't sleep. Guess I'll update. Life, for the past week, has been …
  • 11.04.03
    10

    Tuesday Nov 04, 2003

    I don't know why I feel obligated to update my journal....but I do. I…
  • 11.01.03
    5

    Saturday Nov 01, 2003

    Halloween was bitter sweet. We decided to go to Manhattan and maybe c…
  • 10.30.03
    6

    Thursday Oct 30, 2003

    Dum de dum dum dum....journal update? Uhhhh....well...all I can tell …
  • 10.28.03
    4

    Tuesday Oct 28, 2003

    Last night while lying in bed, insomnia in full gear, I had an epipha…
  • 10.26.03
    8

    Sunday Oct 26, 2003

    I've decided to update my journal while I am still drunk....just to r…
  • 10.24.03
    5

    Friday Oct 24, 2003

    I stub my toe more than anyone I know.

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

24
years
1
month
1
day
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,614 SuicideGirls
  • 1,113,818 followers
  • 14,986,957 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,549,202 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Complaint / Content Removal Policy | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo