**CODE RED: VENTING ALERT**
I haven't been posting because it's the end of the semester and I'm about ready to hang myself (not really...just being dramatic). Terms papers, finals and not to mention being short staffed at work. Fucking work. This is what my rant will focus on.
/begin rant
So, it fucking happened again. I can't fucking believe it...and I knew it was going to happen all the same. Again I celebrated the fact I had two whole fucking days off (which I haven't had in god knows how long) and AGAIN I was called at the last minute to cover for someone. Rumours are abound that my current boss is either leaving or getting fired.I pray for the day that happens. Though, these rumours have been around for a while and it still hasn't happened. I'll believe it when I see it. For some asinine reason she has this odd notion that I am her friend. HA!! Yeah...friend. There are very few people in this world that I dislike. I'm a very compassionate and understanding person, but my boss, I do not like. I'm tired of being the fucking whipping boy. Why do I even care about my low paying part-time job? I don't, I really couldn't care less if I were fired. I do care about other fucking people. I realize if I don't come in and do the work, someone else will have to do more then they are supposed to do and that's not fair. But do other people at my job have that same kind of consideration? Ofcourse not. Which is why I am the whipping boy. I always have to do more work then I am supposed to. Other people fuck up and I have to pay for it. So now I have one fucking day to study for finals. Though, it's not really about that. I'm not too worried about my finals. It's just that I can't stand being taken advantage of anymore.
/end rant
Disclaimer: I'm not usually an angry person that complains all the time. I realize that my complaints are highly trivial compared to what many others have to deal with. Understand that this is the forum I choose to use to air out my frustrations. I feel better now. Thank you.
I haven't been posting because it's the end of the semester and I'm about ready to hang myself (not really...just being dramatic). Terms papers, finals and not to mention being short staffed at work. Fucking work. This is what my rant will focus on.
/begin rant
So, it fucking happened again. I can't fucking believe it...and I knew it was going to happen all the same. Again I celebrated the fact I had two whole fucking days off (which I haven't had in god knows how long) and AGAIN I was called at the last minute to cover for someone. Rumours are abound that my current boss is either leaving or getting fired.I pray for the day that happens. Though, these rumours have been around for a while and it still hasn't happened. I'll believe it when I see it. For some asinine reason she has this odd notion that I am her friend. HA!! Yeah...friend. There are very few people in this world that I dislike. I'm a very compassionate and understanding person, but my boss, I do not like. I'm tired of being the fucking whipping boy. Why do I even care about my low paying part-time job? I don't, I really couldn't care less if I were fired. I do care about other fucking people. I realize if I don't come in and do the work, someone else will have to do more then they are supposed to do and that's not fair. But do other people at my job have that same kind of consideration? Ofcourse not. Which is why I am the whipping boy. I always have to do more work then I am supposed to. Other people fuck up and I have to pay for it. So now I have one fucking day to study for finals. Though, it's not really about that. I'm not too worried about my finals. It's just that I can't stand being taken advantage of anymore.
/end rant
Disclaimer: I'm not usually an angry person that complains all the time. I realize that my complaints are highly trivial compared to what many others have to deal with. Understand that this is the forum I choose to use to air out my frustrations. I feel better now. Thank you.
elizabeth drew
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Don't tell your problems to people: eighty percent don't care; and the other twenty percent are glad you have them.
Lou Holtz
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People need trouble -- a little frustration to sharpen the spirit on, toughen it. Artists do; I don't mean you need to live in a rat hole or gutter, but you have to learn fortitude, endurance. Only vegetables are happy.
Faulkner
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it's just so much easier to quote people than actually think for myself.