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twasbrillig

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Saturday Sep 27, 2003

Sep 27, 2003
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I'm having an anxiety attack right now...I figured I'd share. I'm not sure if it's the heat in my house mixed with the coffee and cigarettes I've been indulging in all morning or if I'm entering the PMS zone. I have to go to work in an hour and a half and I think I might just start throwing video rentals at incoming customers.

Some things I'm anxious about:
~I owe $15,000 in college loans, I'm past my 4th year, and I don't know if I like my major.

~I hate working in retail and I feel like it's the only job I'm capable of.....and I'm barely capable of working retail.

~I need to move out of my 'rents house. They drive me crazy and I feel like a loser. But remember...working in retail...$15,000 in college loans....

~To further explain my state of mind I will now quote the character 'Lydia' as played by convicted thief Winona Ryder from the 1988 Tim Burton film 'Beetlejuice', "I am utterly alone".

Supasta!

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toxicboy:
Im sorry about your situation, I can totally understand being unhappy where you are. It took me almost 10 years to get a place by myself again, and Im lovin every minute of it. If you can afford it you should do the same, it will really put things in perspective...ie life without mom and dad...a girl on her own.

I think throwing videos at incoming customers would be a heck of a lot of fun smile

Thats cool that you met Artie Lang. I listen to Howard often and Artie is one of the best things about the show...was he cool?
Sep 27, 2003
hornitos:
if only you knew. .
how good you got it. .
stay at the 'rents for as long as possible.
save money , pay your bills, and eat for free.
*thumbs up
i'm serious
Sep 28, 2003

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