tunnel_vision

In a few minutes I head to the hospital for a day of playing lab rat ... I don't know If I will be leaving the hospital tonight. They are moving real quickly on this problem ... last time I was told I needed surgery at 3pm and had the surgery the next morning, and that was just a bad hernia. I hope these tests prove my problems to be something other than a sticking heart valve, but the doctors at Yale are some of the very best in the world and are rarely wrong. It was a mind shattering event when they told me how this could result in my being removed from the transplant list last Tuesday. At the moment I'm feeling numb ... I don't know what to expect anymore.