tunnel_vision

I was in the hospital all day today ... went over my transplant workup test results, then had more tests done to see why I'm feeling so ill. I may have some kind of infection ... who knows, more waiting for test results. Even with my spending 8 hours a day on dialysis, I'm urinating every 45 minutes to an hour ... and that's with only 7% kidney function. A hot little doctor who I have seen in recovery after a couple of my surgeries examined me in transplant this afternoon ... she checked me for a hernia four times With all the x-rays , ekg , and nuclear stress test today ... I feel like some kind of lab animal.

And to top off an already shitty day ... I had to go out to dinner with family for my sister's birthday and watch everyone eat and drink what I cant. Nevermind the fact that they are up to their old games of trying to set me up with their idea of a suitable girlfriend for me