I sat around my usual post for awhile this morning after an exam that could have gone better with realities that were slowly starting to creep up on me. Just how much longer could I put off graduating? I possess no marketable talent. *I say marketable because the ability to roll (finger-quotes) killer joints does not usually provide financial security.* My time to live by...
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psmith:
most things aren't marketable until you create a market for it, that's where advertising comes in.
stiles:
good plan. I'm sure something will open up. it usually does. Perhaps you could bar tend while deciding on something more permanent.
We started our evening in the cyber-cafe, sitting in the easy chairs by the computers, reading books that made people raise their eyebrows at us. After hours of this and many, many cups of coffee we were hungry and looking for a way to wind down.
So we went to a diner we'd been to a few times, an old place that had once been...
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ericj:
PS- That Mystery Machine cut out on your wall is so fucking cool!
OK, yeah, that's all

OK, yeah, that's all
quinn:
kicked out the scouts huh? can ya still say the pledge though?
okay..serious story here....i was in brownies...my poor mom was workin three jobs to raise me because my dad bailed....she forgot to make treats on the assigned day I was supposed to bring treats...she forgot so brownie cohorts were givin me shit about not bringing treats (this is at recess at school well before said brownie meeting)...so I didn't go. i ran away to my friend,Natalies house therefore getting in big trouble with my mom....but yeah. there's my scout story. what'd i learn? my brownie friends were jerks, Natalie was hardcore cool and I wasn't cut out for brownies anyway...I mean..who really wants to end up wearing that green uniform. i'd like to see voltaire in it.....but shit...i don't need no green uniform.
and your journal entry. whew girl. you're a writer my lady

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okay..serious story here....i was in brownies...my poor mom was workin three jobs to raise me because my dad bailed....she forgot to make treats on the assigned day I was supposed to bring treats...she forgot so brownie cohorts were givin me shit about not bringing treats (this is at recess at school well before said brownie meeting)...so I didn't go. i ran away to my friend,Natalies house therefore getting in big trouble with my mom....but yeah. there's my scout story. what'd i learn? my brownie friends were jerks, Natalie was hardcore cool and I wasn't cut out for brownies anyway...I mean..who really wants to end up wearing that green uniform. i'd like to see voltaire in it.....but shit...i don't need no green uniform.

and your journal entry. whew girl. you're a writer my lady

[Edited on Feb 24, 2003]
I just took a hour long shower because I had reached a level of greasy disgustingness that's usually reserved for rock stars and serial killers.
And I think 9 a.m. may be too early to listen to Wire.
And I think 9 a.m. may be too early to listen to Wire.
psmith:
I need to do the same, but i proably won't. I think I'll lay in bed all day and chain smoke.
Sitting in yoga pants and a little kid's teeshirt, waiting for the last possible moment to get ready for work because, well, fuck em.
I've got better things to do...
I've got better things to do...

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a35mmlife:
are they relaxed fit? oooooooom my goodness!
im turning into my dad. *shakes head*
im turning into my dad. *shakes head*
psmith:
are you wearing any knickers under your loose fitting yoga pants?
Too much going on in my head to properly communicate. I hear too much...feel too much. It's impossible to focus. All I did was stay on the floor with the head phones on.
And ate all the oreos.
And ate all the oreos.

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a35mmlife:
stop!
sugar is never the right answere!!!
*runs*
sugar is never the right answere!!!
*runs*
stiles:
I'm eating some ice cream.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
...bouncing off the walls in
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Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
...bouncing off the walls in
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When I walked out the coffeehouse, I caught her watching me through the window. I lit a cigarette I didn't really want with a dramatic pause that should have been embarrassing but fueled my narcisstic fire.
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So I went to the bookstore and ran chipped, black fingernails down the spines of the Marxism section, smirking at the little old ladies cooing at the store...
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So I went to the bookstore and ran chipped, black fingernails down the spines of the Marxism section, smirking at the little old ladies cooing at the store...
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clara:
You narcissist! hehehe! 

stiles:
I swiped the scooby-doo van and sold it to my friend. It's a mint-green 1965 GMC Handi-Bus.
Waiting to meet the others at our usual mid-week haunt, It's warmer tonight; we can sit outside and lean back in cold chairs...eyeing the crowd with self-inportant ennui...smoking too many cigarettes.
The kids around us always squirm... hyper-aware of themselves... chattering in cell phones to invisible friends...waiting to be noticed.
song of the day:
I'm a substitute for another guy
I look pretty tall but...
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The kids around us always squirm... hyper-aware of themselves... chattering in cell phones to invisible friends...waiting to be noticed.

song of the day:
I'm a substitute for another guy
I look pretty tall but...
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My messager bag leaned against the door, ready to go to class but my body wasn't. I slept until the late morning sun had crept across my room and then laid around reading a book I should have read years ago. Eventually the melting snow's dripping become too steady for a comfortable read and I pulled on a pair of jeans from the pile of...
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quinn:
and so is the life of the SG junkie who lives and breathes the site and the community.
don't work too hard you beastie quotin beautiful woman!!
i've got the day off...got laundry to do...and sign language class tonight.
later girl.
don't work too hard you beastie quotin beautiful woman!!
i've got the day off...got laundry to do...and sign language class tonight.
later girl.
clara:
Josie has no real experience with sumo, but she does keep in fine wrestling condition by practicing with my other, nearly as large, kitty. It's on!
Sometime bewteen when I got home last night and two this afternoon it snowed again and everything iced over. So I've been stuck in the house all day long...sitting in front of the t.v., eatting way too much and drinking an entire gallon of Hawaiian Punch. I don't know how I haven't gone in to sugar shock.
And since I drank the last of this...
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alexkarina:
I wonder how many people in Charlotte recognize your SG t-shirt? You need to leave NC and move to NYC (or SF) like I did! Though the snow looks nicer in NC...
psmith:
Lucky you
we didn't get any snow this year.
we didn't get any snow this year.
I just got back from the club and doing bong hits to calm down...there were jello shots, lots of jell shots which turned out like it always does with me shakin' my J-Lo booty all over the dance floor. The bartender was super hot but when I said this Mark tells me, 'oh honey she's even straighter then you are'. I'm not exactly sure what...
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quinn:
I didn't fall once the whole night. lost my balance a couple times but not once hit the ground.
up waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too late and am now watching a dog show on animal planet and trying to muster up the strength to fix me some food.....
did you get on that pole? i think girls that can do that pole dancing shit are the greatest....
okay. i'm back to the couch to recuperate.
up waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too late and am now watching a dog show on animal planet and trying to muster up the strength to fix me some food.....
did you get on that pole? i think girls that can do that pole dancing shit are the greatest....
okay. i'm back to the couch to recuperate.
psmith:
wow. social interaction and dancing, i think i read about those things in National Geographic once.