I had a crush. I approached. unintoxicated and a little shy. She was gentle with me. She has a boyfriend. My months of scenarios crashed to the ground. I blushed. I talked too fast. I looked at her lips. Constantly. Sharp and animated. They could deliver caresses intolerable I'm sure. I looked at her eyes. Her eyes smile as much as the corners of her...
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What search should fail and fallow fall
Some instance there beyond
Said "sacred" she in minds eye fear
"Of you, I'm only fond."
Hello, My name is Tubesound and I have a crush. Thankyou.
That feels better.
I'd like to know of other fellow victims that may harbour a crush. Sometimes these people can keep it pent up and put off approaching their inamoratae only...
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Some instance there beyond
Said "sacred" she in minds eye fear
"Of you, I'm only fond."
Hello, My name is Tubesound and I have a crush. Thankyou.
That feels better.
I'd like to know of other fellow victims that may harbour a crush. Sometimes these people can keep it pent up and put off approaching their inamoratae only...
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quietboy:
Good luck with that one. Having a crush can be awesome, but it's only a shadow of that crush returned...
you back in the country?
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you back in the country?
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XI land with a bump and shake the dust to the ground. Looking around I see that God did indeed rest these merry gentlemen.
I have a visual on my eyes.
*blinks as dust clears*
I have a visual on my eyes.
*blinks as dust clears*
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clearbrightfire:
why yes it is!
why yes it is!
vicky:
I already dream words and imagine myself typing everything that comes from my mouth! AArgh! I had nice toys thankyou, no rude ones tho 
From firmamant I take my leave,
Your pardon if my plea believe,
That I, your wanderer; nomad birth,
Should be cut loose from ties of earth,
Fair swift and true my nobel kite,
To bear me fast beyond the light,
Where hours fixed in eight advance,
And somance lost is gained perchance,
In one day I shall not be seen
(More than months a sail...
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Your pardon if my plea believe,
That I, your wanderer; nomad birth,
Should be cut loose from ties of earth,
Fair swift and true my nobel kite,
To bear me fast beyond the light,
Where hours fixed in eight advance,
And somance lost is gained perchance,
In one day I shall not be seen
(More than months a sail...
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quietboy:
I hope the trip was a good one dude. Have a very happy xmas and new years (retroactively).
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starisea:
Yet another amazing piece of poetry from Tubesound's fingertips, and I often wonder what wonderous music lies inside his mind.
Thank you for the beautiful mystery.
[Edited on Dec 29, 2003 2:31PM]
Thank you for the beautiful mystery.
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So forged by thy brac'd arms so gallant,
That save poor stupour; Knight Errant,
Do rescue from near mortal toil,
Of betrayed age embraced by soil.
That save poor stupour; Knight Errant,
Do rescue from near mortal toil,
Of betrayed age embraced by soil.
contradiction:
awesome.
The rain changed direction today. It now comes in the evening. It now feels a little colder.
I dream of eyes that ignite my passion. I go to see them where I can look away and remember them best.
Those things that I've had to learn to love are the things that I find hardest to leave behind.
I dream of eyes that ignite my passion. I go to see them where I can look away and remember them best.
Those things that I've had to learn to love are the things that I find hardest to leave behind.
vicky:
I'm sure that there must be some kind of an online gift voucher to pay for web-time! Im on the computers in the internet cafe right now. So embarrasing when the log-on page appears with a naked lady on it! 
I'm living with 15 million people; each my bed-fellow. Every morning a tender closeness only felt by unspoken travel companions. And later, a brief but sombre share of glances. I'm in love with everyone of them.
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starisea:
Hee hee! You are inquisitive.
Sadly, my pills arent naughty. Sigh . . .
I have 3 different kinds of headache pills (migraines suck!), 2 kinds for nausea, and 2 kinds for allergies (1 = wake-up kind, 1 = sleepy kind). I'm a walking pharmacy.
A mala is Buddhist prayer beads. Mine are wooden, and dont get used nearly as often as they should. * Guilty look *
Im sorry that you dont get PEZ in England. Thats just sad. I have quite a PEZ dispenser collection. The Chicago kids send me a new one every Xmas.
staris PEZ dispenser collection:
Gonzo
Lisa Simpson
Skull
Snowman
Boba Fett
Speedy Gonzales
Spiderman
Wonder who I will get this year? Tee hee!
As you have so rightly noticed, stari is not a cigarette smoker, but she likes to be prepared just in case other smokable vices are in the vicinity. It is also a nice way for shy girls to meet new peeps. Im an equal opportunity flame offerer.
Bye!
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Sadly, my pills arent naughty. Sigh . . .
I have 3 different kinds of headache pills (migraines suck!), 2 kinds for nausea, and 2 kinds for allergies (1 = wake-up kind, 1 = sleepy kind). I'm a walking pharmacy.
A mala is Buddhist prayer beads. Mine are wooden, and dont get used nearly as often as they should. * Guilty look *
Im sorry that you dont get PEZ in England. Thats just sad. I have quite a PEZ dispenser collection. The Chicago kids send me a new one every Xmas.
staris PEZ dispenser collection:
Gonzo
Lisa Simpson
Skull
Snowman
Boba Fett
Speedy Gonzales
Spiderman
Wonder who I will get this year? Tee hee!
As you have so rightly noticed, stari is not a cigarette smoker, but she likes to be prepared just in case other smokable vices are in the vicinity. It is also a nice way for shy girls to meet new peeps. Im an equal opportunity flame offerer.
Bye!
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quietboy:
Heh. you must have found my evil(ish) twin. he does work there amongst other places. Thankfully, the people he works with are great and he's in a position of abusable authority, so it's not a burden for the majority of the time.
Been really lax with comments on the site... nothing much to say recently... all kinds of things taking up my thought processes. Sorry for the non-dropping of lines.
I understand the feelings about transit, felt the same sort of thing for many years.
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Been really lax with comments on the site... nothing much to say recently... all kinds of things taking up my thought processes. Sorry for the non-dropping of lines.
I understand the feelings about transit, felt the same sort of thing for many years.
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Stopped short of a small man that didn't notice that I hadn't noticed he was in front of me when I was too busy trying to read imaginary books that are more interesting than the people around me when my concentration is broken by a beautiful girl in an unironed dress that almost tripped on the heels of her own shoes hoping that noone saw...
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er:
that is a beautiful sentence.
It's been too long. Being strung out by the ambling time that being single induces.
Everything seems poignant. Every breeze feels lika a rebirth of desire for romance or thought. Every thought and dream is more introspective than the last. I think we all lust for this exquisite lonliness. It must be kept in perspective though.
I stare blindly at strangers and wonder what they...
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Everything seems poignant. Every breeze feels lika a rebirth of desire for romance or thought. Every thought and dream is more introspective than the last. I think we all lust for this exquisite lonliness. It must be kept in perspective though.
I stare blindly at strangers and wonder what they...
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quietboy:
Vision quest as in a shamanistic quest? Too fucking true. I've felt the need to some serious questing away from where i live for a while now... Maybe in some way "traveling" has become the vision quest for the taste of a new generation? People going to far away places and doing incredible things before returning to their tribe...
Anyway, before i get too drawn into this. Just wanted to let you know that there's a strongbad group in the SG site. Thought ye might like to know....
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Anyway, before i get too drawn into this. Just wanted to let you know that there's a strongbad group in the SG site. Thought ye might like to know....
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starisea:
Your choice of words to convey such a feeling as discovering that one is a stranger to oneself is exquisite and hauntingly beautiful. Nice . . .
It is so strange to look at one's life and not recognize the person who is living it . . . I've felt like that a lot lately.
I hope you update soon. I like your prose.
It is so strange to look at one's life and not recognize the person who is living it . . . I've felt like that a lot lately.
I hope you update soon. I like your prose.
Money money money. I think I single handedly reduce the wealth of our great nation. Sorry everyone, I have far less than nothing.
Debauchery costs too much and I can't think of a single sin that doesn't involve a payout.
Give me evil for free.
Debauchery costs too much and I can't think of a single sin that doesn't involve a payout.
Give me evil for free.
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quietboy:
Hmm... evil for free?
Well, if you're talking sins, envy's always free. In fact so's wrath, and sloth. Although i guess all have there own prices in terms of things you lose...
Apart from that, you could always be nasty to strangers! I have a great job that allows me to victimize the great unwashed all night long, and they can't complain or demonstrate... abuse of undeserved authority is always so refreshing!
Of course, this still costs our collective unconscious, and my soul.... ho hum.
Piss. there's no free evil for you. just pay the piper like everyone else!
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Well, if you're talking sins, envy's always free. In fact so's wrath, and sloth. Although i guess all have there own prices in terms of things you lose...
Apart from that, you could always be nasty to strangers! I have a great job that allows me to victimize the great unwashed all night long, and they can't complain or demonstrate... abuse of undeserved authority is always so refreshing!
Of course, this still costs our collective unconscious, and my soul.... ho hum.
Piss. there's no free evil for you. just pay the piper like everyone else!
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vicky:
Thanks for the advice 
I really need to be more assertive
P.S yes the FDQfrom theP13 are the band that Wednesday 13 was in before he was in the Murderdolls. Ring any bells now?!
I really need to be more assertive
P.S yes the FDQfrom theP13 are the band that Wednesday 13 was in before he was in the Murderdolls. Ring any bells now?!
I went today but the shop was closed