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Jul 14, 2005
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There is something that saddens me fundamentally...

I don't believe in an afterlife. I believe that when nerve impulses cease then there is no consciousness and the brain is redundant. There is nothing and no way to know anything after brain death.

I really wish I felt otherwise. I wish I believed in eternal bliss.

Directly, this isn't what saddens me. The problem is that I have a partner with whom I want to spend more than just the rest of my life. I have to know her now and understand everything very soon.

When She or I die it will be eternal goodbye. My appreciation of her face and the connections I have with her voice will end and never be repeated. I will never know sight nor be seen nor see her again.

Applying this to my absent family is more than I can bare. I hope to some God that I'm wrong.

Love now. I guess that's my point.
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deadish:
hey mr tubesound, i don't really believe in an afterlife either, tho i do kind of believe in the soul,like just as an element of a person that makes them different from the next, that maybe lives on as an influence or something....i don't know, but feel better pickle wink
Jul 15, 2005
cherry:
Not really, honey... I'm moving to Edinburgh this week... Eeep!

Hope you're good in London kiss

Cherry xoxoxo
Jul 18, 2005

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