I keep 9th journal underneath, only 2 persons hve seen it, and it's important to me...
Yesterday I had caipirinha in the afternoon in a small harbour with that cute girl I kissed once, (she now has a boyfriend) and it was good to spent my first real single time laughing and getting drunk with somebody that doesn't belong to my previous life.
I have a new commisioned painting project, hope this one is going to be done, I desesperately need money now (separated accounts, lots of expenses and too long without getting money entry)
If anyone knows somebody that would buy my art, just show him my website, and get in contact with me.
I'll probably do my first website for a friend's gallery (not my speciallity, but whatever comes). Maybe some clothes logos as well, but nothing tangible... gasp. After 20 years I'll even have to work as bar tender overnight again if they pick me.
That's a huge start from scratch OMFG at 45!
A new one:
"Quel est le chemin maintenant?" acrylic on wood 35x49cm
and that's the way I feel, "what's the path to follow now?"
17 years with the same woman, and now a new life, it's thrilling and frightening at the same time. Vertigo. I'm so sad on one hand, but I'm happy on the other. We became more friends than couple, and now we decided to leave it at friends only... Hey SG girls I'm free again, hey don't push so hard I'm still fragile...
I know it's silly to write that, not too much people read my journal, there's very few SG girls close enough to meet, and anyway I'm probably too old for that.
Yesterday night big party on Barcelona's beach, tonight again -doublle hang over- There's that huge hype brand's fashion fair "Bread & Butter" that came this year here (it used to be in Berlin).
Fashion world & me: love & hate! fake & true, interesting & boring... If you take your time you can pick the good out of the crap & meet cool people. Pitty I'm so shy.
We where there a bunch of friend and my ex-wife/new-friend, kind of weird. Explaining the issue to them, everybody understood. All of them think it's going to be difficult but maybe not for us. Actually yesterday was almost the same as another friday night all together, just the fact whe're not a couple anymore. If it remains like that, in not too much from now we're gone give advice each other on which guy or girl is good for the other. Makes sense?
The answer to Who's going to guess what is this is "the masked fish" the superhero fish with andalusian accent.
"El Pezcao Enmazcarao"
acrylic on wood 35x49cm
Yesterday I had caipirinha in the afternoon in a small harbour with that cute girl I kissed once, (she now has a boyfriend) and it was good to spent my first real single time laughing and getting drunk with somebody that doesn't belong to my previous life.
I have a new commisioned painting project, hope this one is going to be done, I desesperately need money now (separated accounts, lots of expenses and too long without getting money entry)
If anyone knows somebody that would buy my art, just show him my website, and get in contact with me.
I'll probably do my first website for a friend's gallery (not my speciallity, but whatever comes). Maybe some clothes logos as well, but nothing tangible... gasp. After 20 years I'll even have to work as bar tender overnight again if they pick me.
That's a huge start from scratch OMFG at 45!
A new one:
"Quel est le chemin maintenant?" acrylic on wood 35x49cm
and that's the way I feel, "what's the path to follow now?"
17 years with the same woman, and now a new life, it's thrilling and frightening at the same time. Vertigo. I'm so sad on one hand, but I'm happy on the other. We became more friends than couple, and now we decided to leave it at friends only... Hey SG girls I'm free again, hey don't push so hard I'm still fragile...
I know it's silly to write that, not too much people read my journal, there's very few SG girls close enough to meet, and anyway I'm probably too old for that.
Yesterday night big party on Barcelona's beach, tonight again -doublle hang over- There's that huge hype brand's fashion fair "Bread & Butter" that came this year here (it used to be in Berlin).
Fashion world & me: love & hate! fake & true, interesting & boring... If you take your time you can pick the good out of the crap & meet cool people. Pitty I'm so shy.
We where there a bunch of friend and my ex-wife/new-friend, kind of weird. Explaining the issue to them, everybody understood. All of them think it's going to be difficult but maybe not for us. Actually yesterday was almost the same as another friday night all together, just the fact whe're not a couple anymore. If it remains like that, in not too much from now we're gone give advice each other on which guy or girl is good for the other. Makes sense?
The answer to Who's going to guess what is this is "the masked fish" the superhero fish with andalusian accent.
"El Pezcao Enmazcarao"
acrylic on wood 35x49cm