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Have you ever gone out with a guy and during the date they ask if you would mind if they got another girls phone number? And then asked the girl right in front of you?

Yeah classy!

I know how to pick them...

First time for everything I guess!

so much for serenity. First day back to work after 3 whole days of peace and love and I am in a pit of mental sadness once again. I MUST, I MUST, I MUST LEAVE!!! I truely love my job, I do, but I love myself way too much. I deserve respect and it is just not possible there...time to move on to the next...
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I am so at peace today...more than I have been in a while. Meditated this morning and now I am leaving for a massage and then going to work out for a couple hours. Tomorrow I am having a spa day! Now if I could only keep this peace with me thoughout the week??? I am gonna try!

Gentle you were in your first presence, hazel to brown eyes embraced innocence. We dressed each other in colors of intrigue, first words to each other sang comfort's melody. Childlike was your first gracious allurement, her offering hands touched mine in content. Laughter filled the air illuminatied portraits, silence was the moment that gave dawn to this kiss. Elation shined off our vivid souls, in...
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Fireal

We are beggers where blown
and I will meet you fourth-floor
then we'll make-up no...
no fist to fuckin save you from
you knock me out

I'll take the burden full-blown
and I will be there
no fist to save you from

Everything felt good
Everything was right at first when I was
Maddogg...................
Life before I would shine down
unshy I want to...
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It is true. Some leaders will inspire, form and shape those whom they lead. There are others who, as pure power figures, may command and control others, but they will neither inspire them nor influence them. Seldom will they touch them deeply.
Simply having power and responsibility does not make a real leader. I suspect that the real value of the many relationships you have...
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Practice being honest with yourself, honest about what you feel, think and sense. Do not trap yourself into the habit of convincing yourself that you are as others see you or want to see you. Throughout your life you have been exposed to conditioning that has attempted to make you deny your feelings, thoughts and sensations. Relax and feel what you feel because it is...
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People who are grabbed and taken away by the red shoes always initially feel that whatever substance it is that they are addicted to is a savior in one sense or another. Sometimes it gives a sense of fantastic power, or a false sense that they have the energy to stay awake all night, create until dawn, go without eating. Or perhaps it allows them...
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I came to terms with myself recently. I made a realization and it was the best thing I have ever done. I am so much happier than I have ever been in my life, and I feel so at peace. It is the most amazing feeling ever and the jealous part of me that I have always tried to kill is gone. I really don't...
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The boys are back in town...The Sellout Tour that is. Tomorrow night is there last night. It has been a fun week, they wear me out...but in a good way. Go Broncos! I can't believe they beat the Patriots! The club was dead on a Saturday night and that sucked, but it is over and I am home and watching SNL. Loving my new laptop...loving...
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