"nu nr det blser p mnen, ska du ta mig hrifrn?"
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i saw an old friend at hempfest yesterday. hadn't seen him in a year and a half. i expected to see him there, but i wasn't prepared for how nervous and excited i was. when i think about it now, the reason i stopped being friends with him seems really stupid, shallow, and selfish. he was a devoted friend, i threw that away because i...
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christine3782:
Nope, never quite got around to it.
extremeloser:
i had that problem for awhile with my last g/f, everytime i would see her after we had our "split" up if thats what you want to call it my heart would race and all i could do was smile and be overly nice to her. But the bad part was that she was one of my employees and so i saw her almost everyday. But she kicked me out of that by being a using bitch... iam glad i found that out early, so i didnt do somethign stupid like move to LA.. : )
must sleep.
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tryptamine_____:
heh. thanks, grandma. 
need to shower too. been in the dust and dried grass for 13 hours.
yeah. i'm going now.
need to shower too. been in the dust and dried grass for 13 hours.
yeah. i'm going now.
christine3782:
Ack! I've been meaning to see that for years.
went to pho bang last night. i was all excited to see the punk rock drag queens and maybe a punk band. the drag queens were awesome as usual, but the band was... metal??? wtf??? saw zero there as well. seems to be a mutual stalking...
i had today off, so i went and had lunch with this couple that i only see rarely. the...
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i had today off, so i went and had lunch with this couple that i only see rarely. the...
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azura:
Nope, I'm a dork and forgot to go 
I really wanted to!
Oh well, I might be having lunch with Lane later this week...(lunch later w/ Lane Anyways, you should have lunch with us if we have lunch...
Did any of that make sense? I'm going to slepp now,
-sleppyazura
I really wanted to!
Oh well, I might be having lunch with Lane later this week...(lunch later w/ Lane
Anyways, you should have lunch with us if we have lunch...
Did any of that make sense? I'm going to slepp now,
-sleppyazura
azura:
Oh, and go check out the bebop thread on TheSite board.... Funny Funny
lonely again today. not the i'm-gonna-mope-and-cry kind of lonely, just that dull ache that fits so perfectly right below my ribcage.
sometimes, its super nice to walk around the city by myself, to sit and stare at walls by myself, to generally not have to deal with people's crap. but then there are days like this, where i want someone to feel close to and...
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sometimes, its super nice to walk around the city by myself, to sit and stare at walls by myself, to generally not have to deal with people's crap. but then there are days like this, where i want someone to feel close to and...
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tryptamine_____:
heh. no, i wouldn't. i would think he was one wierd creep. but that's my point. 
extremeloser:
awesome will you "sponsor" me into sweden when you move there and i get tired of WA? Iam sure we would get along well
it looks like i won't be taking pictures today. my friend's car isn't out of the shop yet, and, in his words, "i don't think pictures of a rusty volkswagen would be quite as cool as a shiny cadillac." oh well, we'll probably go out and drink tonight anyway.
i finally got a reply from the hempfest organizers, so i'll be there bright and early...
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i finally got a reply from the hempfest organizers, so i'll be there bright and early...
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littlegirllost:
I remember Seattle hempfest last year. It was my first time in Seattle. (I'm from Indiana). I had been traveling for about a month. I'd never been dirtier. I had pink dreadlocks and a sign that said something like, "We need a ride to Portland, dudes." I saw my cousin, whom I hadn't seen in 10 years. She was stunningly beautiful and good-natured. We ate strawberry shortcake and listened to music. Life was good.
good things for me to look forward to:
i get to play photgrapher tomorrow for my friend coulter, a sweet boy with a rockin' pompadour.
wednesday, i'm going to try to attend a fire class. i've always loved playing with fire, and i never get sick of watching my friends play with it.
also, i'm volunteering for hempfest this weekend. its a good cause, and...
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i get to play photgrapher tomorrow for my friend coulter, a sweet boy with a rockin' pompadour.
wednesday, i'm going to try to attend a fire class. i've always loved playing with fire, and i never get sick of watching my friends play with it.
also, i'm volunteering for hempfest this weekend. its a good cause, and...
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martyr13:
*blush*
extremeloser:
hey EH!
finally, happy news! i got another package from my bestest friend in sweden yesterday. (yes, i check my mail on sunday. heh.) he sent a c.d. of a band called kent, which i have been begging him for since he teased me with 3 of there songs on a mixed tape. he also sent this awesome comic about a goth girl named nemi. what i...
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i just wrote an entry, but i have decided to change it, cuz it just sounded too snotty to me. like i just got off the emotional rollercoaster and was too dizzy to see straight.
i'm not worried about The Boy anymore. i never really gave you guys the full story, but those that i have change their minds, from "he's not worth it" to...
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i'm not worried about The Boy anymore. i never really gave you guys the full story, but those that i have change their minds, from "he's not worth it" to...
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this is the 4th time within the past couple of months that this has happened to me. i meet someone, start to like them, they give me the impression that they really like me, and then they just never call me back. what the fuck??? what am i supposed to feel?? what am i supposed to think??? this fucking sucks. i keep asking myself, am...
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jorganic:
wait a minute here, YOU are not dispensible here. these punk-ass boys are the dispensible one.
never let the social and emotional shortcomings of others cloud your perspective of yourself.
don't call him. its friday night, go out and get your mack on. maybe you will meet a nice swedish boy.
: )
never let the social and emotional shortcomings of others cloud your perspective of yourself.
don't call him. its friday night, go out and get your mack on. maybe you will meet a nice swedish boy.
: )
joyrider:
don't look at yourself as the one at fault here.
it'll work out okay for you. if he's a chump, better to find out now rather than later.
it'll work out okay for you. if he's a chump, better to find out now rather than later.
if you've had three tattoos done in three different places already then you know how it feels more or less...anyone who says tattoos don't hurt is a liar, they're meant to, it's almost cathartic...I hate pain, but I always think that if you really want it you'll go through it no matter how much it hurts.