mmmmm. its sinking in. the way you sink into a hot hot bath, and it hurts, and your skin turns pink, and you feel like you're peeling off a layer or two. but then you are in it, and floating, and oh so happy...
i am moving to stockholm.
so much to do before. so many people to contact and say goodbye to. so much...
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i am moving to stockholm.
so much to do before. so many people to contact and say goodbye to. so much...
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argh. my wisdom teeth are giving me a horrible headache and making it very difficult for me to chew properly. i think i'm going to take some drugs and take a nap.
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i just talked to my best friend, the one who lives in stockholm, for an hour or so. i tentatively brought up the subject of maybe moving there to live with him...
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i just talked to my best friend, the one who lives in stockholm, for an hour or so. i tentatively brought up the subject of maybe moving there to live with him...
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extremeloser:
you have probably heard this before, but you should get them removed. My roomie waited forever, then his headaches started to be unbareable. When he went in they said he was lucky he got them removed then because as it was when they removed them there was a 60% chance that he would be paralyzed in his left side of his face from6 months to FOREVER.. and if he had waited longer the chance would have been higher... so go get it taken care of.. 
christine3782:
Ooh, God, cheesecake. Mmmm.
Ahem. Anyway. Stockholm. Fabulous. Not that I can remember it or anything. Send me a postcard.
Ahem. Anyway. Stockholm. Fabulous. Not that I can remember it or anything. Send me a postcard.
and where are you? where are you, to anchor me to the shore?
jeeff:
i'm drifting deep in the ocean, cut loose.
extremeloser:
iam out drowning sinking to the bottom, being pulled under by the rushing surf of my monotonous stressful everyday life... which is scarey because iam a trained lifeguard
that party was insane. i had to pour out beer, and kicked out about 6 people for bringing beer in. there was a wet t-shirt contest. there was a guy with a plastic "love-ewe" complete with, uh, workable parts. i slammed a guy about twice my size into a wall. and some guys were swinging an axe around and breaking stuff. it feels like a...
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grendel:
You'er going to sit back and "hope" that a boy is only interested in a friendship? Brave girl you are. All I have to say about that is that boys are dumb dumb dumb and I feel I can safely say this only because I'm one of them.
Biking, yes I hurtle myself at great speeds down twisty beautiful singletrack on my mountain bike whenever I have a chance, and I got to do a lot of hurtling on Monday and Tuesday. YAY!!
HOney, yup, plain old bee by-product. A while ago my old lab did a honey harvest and itold everyone on my friends list that if they wanted some, all they had to do was e-mail me their address and I'd mail them some. You made it on to my friends list after that, but if you want some, I MAY be able to make an exception.
Just e-mail me your address, and I'll mail you some as soon as I get it. . . since I couldn't get it during this last trip. D'oh! And I'm not a crazy stalker guy or anything and will only use your address for good and not for evil, but if you're not comfortable with sending it, I completely understand.
Biking, yes I hurtle myself at great speeds down twisty beautiful singletrack on my mountain bike whenever I have a chance, and I got to do a lot of hurtling on Monday and Tuesday. YAY!!
HOney, yup, plain old bee by-product. A while ago my old lab did a honey harvest and itold everyone on my friends list that if they wanted some, all they had to do was e-mail me their address and I'd mail them some. You made it on to my friends list after that, but if you want some, I MAY be able to make an exception.
Just e-mail me your address, and I'll mail you some as soon as I get it. . . since I couldn't get it during this last trip. D'oh! And I'm not a crazy stalker guy or anything and will only use your address for good and not for evil, but if you're not comfortable with sending it, I completely understand.
extremeloser:
thats a wild party, i havent been to one like that in years... but i guess i wont get to for awhile, i quit drinking... its amazing. I havent had anything to drink in over a month which is a LONG time.................... I WANT A BEER
hmm. just read about the one year anniversary. i was thinking about being in portland that weekend anyway, for various reasons. in order to make the party, i'd just have to leave one day earlier than i was planning... the gears in my head are working. i must go! i'm so excited i'm squirming like a puppy.
and hey, if ya live in sea-town and...
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christine3782:
Yes. Super shy. It's kind of that getting comfortable step that can take a while. Or just never happen at all.
Anyway, eager, easily-lead gay boys are my specialty, so all referrals are accepted.
Anyway, eager, easily-lead gay boys are my specialty, so all referrals are accepted.
cellophane:
ack! howard zinn is on cspan2. go! now! quick! ahh!
i should be nursing a hangover right now, but somehow i'm not. i purposely got pretty trashed last night. i didn't have to work today, so i went out to meet some friends during happy hour as i sometimes do on wednesday, and when they left to go to chop suey, i went with. i think i only had one vodka collins and one long...
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christine3782:
It's enough to limit social activity, ESPECIALLY when everyone you know is, um, overage.
Example: "i went out to meet some friends during happy hour as i sometimes do on wednesdays, and when they left to go to chop suey, i went with." What else is there? Overpriced shows that end at 10:30? There are practically ordinances against being under 21 here.
OK, I'm gonna go crochet and look dour now.
Example: "i went out to meet some friends during happy hour as i sometimes do on wednesdays, and when they left to go to chop suey, i went with." What else is there? Overpriced shows that end at 10:30? There are practically ordinances against being under 21 here.
OK, I'm gonna go crochet and look dour now.
christine3782:
Are you kidding? I AM a naive, self-conscious gay boy prone to fits of giddiness.
But I'm also super shy, so I'd better take a few months to get over the last 20-30 new people I had to deal with first.
But I'm also super shy, so I'd better take a few months to get over the last 20-30 new people I had to deal with first.
in only 5 days, i have gone from hitting myself in the head too often to teaching myself new moves so i don't get bored. i simply cannot wait until i can spin real fire!!
anyway, my usual drama-filled weekend started with me hanging out with nate. that was just a tad wierd, since i haven't really talked to him since shortly after i broke...
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anyway, my usual drama-filled weekend started with me hanging out with nate. that was just a tad wierd, since i haven't really talked to him since shortly after i broke...
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grendel:
People who get bossed around by their partners that way are goofy. If she's that insecure about their relationship, she needs to get a life.
Science talk, eh?
Hmmmm...
Polymorphous peptide ANOVA Varroa jacobsoni phoretic glucosamine bonding.
Eschericia coli, Bacillus thuringiensis code sequencing recombinant haploid peri-intestinal symbiosis.
Would you be terribly offended if I performed a power test on you in order to determine the correct number of replications I would need to do in order to achieve significance?
Science talk, eh?
Hmmmm...
Polymorphous peptide ANOVA Varroa jacobsoni phoretic glucosamine bonding.
Eschericia coli, Bacillus thuringiensis code sequencing recombinant haploid peri-intestinal symbiosis.
Would you be terribly offended if I performed a power test on you in order to determine the correct number of replications I would need to do in order to achieve significance?
extremeloser:
mmm.. fire
i took a 4 hour nap yesterday, and then tried to spin. i only had to hit myself in the head about 30 times before i figured out that i should probably be somewhat awake before attempting that.
tonight i'm going to have a drink with nate and catch up on old times. i know the ex will come up in conversation, because most of...
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tonight i'm going to have a drink with nate and catch up on old times. i know the ex will come up in conversation, because most of...
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theoldgoat:
The most important thing to learn in life is to live without regret. I am sure it is that simple.
I split all my messages today into three to make us even.
I split all my messages today into three to make us even.
alyx666:
re: swedish bands
ever hear of a group called 'ajazz'?
my girlfriend has a cdr that somebody copied for her in sweden a couple years ago.
i really like this cd, but i can't find the group anywhere!
it is possible my gf got the name wrong. she doesnt' know the album name or any of the song titles...
do you know anything about swedish jazz???
ever hear of a group called 'ajazz'?
my girlfriend has a cdr that somebody copied for her in sweden a couple years ago.
i really like this cd, but i can't find the group anywhere!
it is possible my gf got the name wrong. she doesnt' know the album name or any of the song titles...
do you know anything about swedish jazz???
well, i definitely did not start off with fire tonight. if i had, i would be burnt to a crisp. but i think i did pretty well. paul let me use his poi, which are chains about 2 feet long, one for each hand. instead of wicks, tho, these had far less dangerous and much cuter bean-bag-type cucumber stuffed animal thingies. i am truly amazed...
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ponyboy_curtis:
hehe
burning ham sounds like some kind of dress-up theme party that my friends might throw. Maybe there would be some police effigy.
burning ham sounds like some kind of dress-up theme party that my friends might throw. Maybe there would be some police effigy.
grendel:
I'm afraid I had to add you to my friends list. The "killing kittens" comment on your last journal entry pushed me over the edge.
http://www.tshirtgremlin.com/images/godkills.jpg
Hope you get some quality alone time with your friend there.
http://www.tshirtgremlin.com/images/godkills.jpg
Hope you get some quality alone time with your friend there.
*dances around like a crazy girl*
i have finally decided that i want to learn how to spin fire too. i'm already a pyro. why shouldn't i do something semi-productive with it?? so i start tonight! i'm really excited too. it'll be hard, mostly because i have a major complex about looking like an ass in public and i WILL look ridiculous, since i am...
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i have finally decided that i want to learn how to spin fire too. i'm already a pyro. why shouldn't i do something semi-productive with it?? so i start tonight! i'm really excited too. it'll be hard, mostly because i have a major complex about looking like an ass in public and i WILL look ridiculous, since i am...
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christine3782:
Oh my god, I'm so jealous! Who's teaching you?
alyx666:
i've had a lifelong love affair with fire, but i'm extremely uncoordinated, i often burn myself just lighting a cigarette...
email me at chris(at)saturn5.com. snakecharmer is having issues at the moment.
Stockholm? Hope you have a blast. I've never been, but it's on the list...
is this a sudden decision, or a slow coming-to realization of something you must do?