tryptamine_____

i just wrote an entry, but i have decided to change it, cuz it just sounded too snotty to me. like i just got off the emotional rollercoaster and was too dizzy to see straight.

i'm not worried about The Boy anymore. i never really gave you guys the full story, but those that i have change their minds, from "he's not worth it" to "um, i see what you mean..." anyway, i am so tired, and so tired of it, that i don't have the energy to be all angsty about it anymore. this is not the end of the story, but i just can't obsess anymore; my anxieties always run their course, and this one is done.

thanks for your support, tho. i really do appreciate it. i just don't get as many pep talks as i used to, with my best friend living several thousand miles away now. its nice to have you guys around for a little reassurance.

it has been a busy week for me, on top of all this emotional crap, so i am going to run off to bed. i have some sleeping in to do.