saturday, i went to visit my grandma. i've never really sat and just talked to her, alone, before. she is the coolest! in spite of the bypass surgery (in spite of her whole life, which has been a hard one) she is still alive and kicking. and i also got to see that my feistiness has been handed down in my family; its not just me, but every female in my family who has a certain no-nonsense spark.
after visiting her, i went to my dad's house for luhnasa. he had been drinking already by the time i showed up in kent, 2 hours later than i said i would be, so he sent some boys to get me. one of these boys, tony, was quite hot, and had a great personality & beautiful smile to go along with it. i don't feel like going into detail, but we had fun together, with and without our clothes on. i hope to be able to hang out with him again in the future, and at the same time he has a girlfriend whom he'd been monogamous with up till that point. i asked him, when we were just kissing, "didn't you say something about having a girlfriend?" and he replied, "no, i don't remember saying anything like that" in a way which obviously meant 'i don't care.' so he made his choice. at the same time, i would feel bad if they broke up. i'm rather torn about the whole thing. polyamory is fine with me, but all involved should know whats going on.
what do you think?
after visiting her, i went to my dad's house for luhnasa. he had been drinking already by the time i showed up in kent, 2 hours later than i said i would be, so he sent some boys to get me. one of these boys, tony, was quite hot, and had a great personality & beautiful smile to go along with it. i don't feel like going into detail, but we had fun together, with and without our clothes on. i hope to be able to hang out with him again in the future, and at the same time he has a girlfriend whom he'd been monogamous with up till that point. i asked him, when we were just kissing, "didn't you say something about having a girlfriend?" and he replied, "no, i don't remember saying anything like that" in a way which obviously meant 'i don't care.' so he made his choice. at the same time, i would feel bad if they broke up. i'm rather torn about the whole thing. polyamory is fine with me, but all involved should know whats going on.
what do you think?
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...about your new friend: Hey, I thought you were gay. I didn't know that you're a double agent. Maybe I just picked up that impression from previous posts and journal entries. Oh well, you learn something new every day. Anyway, have fun with your new friend but remember, he's already demonstrated that he's not to be trusted.
As for polyamory, its not true ployamory unless its honest and open, there should be no aspect of "cheating" in the equation. But hey, guilty nooky is sometimes the best, no?