tryptamine_____

today, i am a bunch of adjectives:
bored
restless
lonely
perfectionistic
antisocial
bitchy
cuddly
distant
troubled

...and did i mention lonely?

i'm tired of my closest friends being so inaccessible, whether from distance or busy-ness. i am so tired of spending most of my free time alone. but i'm too proud and too perfectionistic to bother anyone with my desire for human companionship.

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anyway, enough self pity. since i had the day off yesterday, i missed the excitements at work.

the boss's son has been fishing in alaska all summer, and apparently the boat caught on fire. he's okay, but from what his sister said, traumatized by the sudden face-to-face with mortality.

a man in a bright orange outfit was stupid enough to be wearing all orange AND pickpocket some lady's wallet while talking to her. my coworker had to do a driveby (heh.) in a cop car to identify the theif.

also, my grandma went in for double bypass surgery today, but she's okay. as always happens in my family, my grandmother was less worried for herself than everyone else was. but she's a spunky old lady, and i have to love her since i believe i got a lot of personality traits from her.