tryptamine_____

argh. my wisdom teeth are giving me a horrible headache and making it very difficult for me to chew properly. i think i'm going to take some drugs and take a nap.

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i just talked to my best friend, the one who lives in stockholm, for an hour or so. i tentatively brought up the subject of maybe moving there to live with him (rather than the other boy i've mentioned, who i don't know nearly as well.) he said, "you said you didn't think it would work."

i squeaked, "i said that?! when did i say that??" i don't remember saying that, but maybe it was one of those days that i just felt like contradicting everything he said.

anyway, he said he'd be cool with it, and everyone always thought we were boyfriend and girlfriend anyway because we're so close. so the only thing that's keeping me from moving to sweden now is a bit of time and a bit of money.

the excitement hasn't hit yet, but it'll probably make work tomorrow a lot more pleasant.