So I decided at the spur of the moment to take some time and do some thinking and get my head strait. I think I did that and along the way had a pretty Amazing weekend too. Only down part was finding out that a very old and long time crush is getting married next weekend. I am happy for her she deserves to finally get treated like the princess she is even if for one day. Also means I am going to be running around looking for someone to alter a new suit I was planing on buying and now I will just get it to wear to the wedding. And to those of you I didn't say good bye to before I fell off the earth for the weekend I am sorry. 
Kisses