truthbealiar

I was not aware that Poland Spring makes gin. I am glad that they do.

I need a job. Desperately. I'm 22 and I need to finally become independent. But unfortunately, I was not raised by parents who forced me to fend for myself. I wish I had stricter parents growing up. I wish I had a Red Foreman or a Ken Titus for a dad. Instead, I had the parents who bailed me out of everything, so I never learned how to be independent.

I want to be something special in this world. I want to go to graduate school for screenwriting, and I have no intention of being forgotten. I want to be remembered for being a great writer, and I'm willing to put in all the hard work required for that. It's the initiative that I'm lacking. If there was a way to easily apply to become a writer for film and television, and then it was just a matter of working as hard as humanly possible, I'd do it. I swear to god I'd fucking do it! But I need to learn to take initiative on my own. I don't know how I'm going to do it, but I have to, so I will. I refuse to become a failure.

Christmas is coming and I normally love Christmas. But this one is tainted. Hopefully I can salvage it in the next few days. Christmas Eve Eve is my favorite Christmas tradition, where I get together with my high school friends for dinner and then drinks. I can't wait!

We'll see what comes of this. We shall see.