trustpixellust

Love is like a flux state, sometimes it is thinner than others.....

Love is making me question my own actions, and whether i need to become a better person. It hurts my insides. Still i cling to it for the reward.

Anyway, i know the feeling of Corvallis getting undermy skin in bad ways, making me not want to do anything, lazy and stupid. But if you move somewhere else why would it be different? If you did go, you'd have to promise yourself to act differetnly and think differently, SOMEHOW, otherwise it would be the same pattern in your head over and over, just without familiar people around. Unless it is all thew familiar people who cause the problems you are feeling in you to emerge.

I hope you never feel offended by what i type in your journals. I just type what comes to mind. I didn't intend to sound mean with that first comment, but then again it is my opinion, and opinions are little barbs.

Ok Patric, i hope you're ok.......and i heard you have a phone now......email me your # if you would like to!