troyage

So yesterday I realized something that I think I've known for a while-MY LOVE LIFE IS A FUCKING JOKE! I guess this really should'nt come as any suprise, here's how it breaks down. If ya wanna think I'm a bastard after what I'm about say that would be ok cuz your probally right. So I never date the grrls I really want to, probally cuz I'm shy and all that horse shit. Most of the grrls that tend to like me are'nt the kind of grrls I really want to have a relationship with, so if anything ends up happening with these grrls it's usually them really liking me and me just wanting sex. All most all of the grrls that like me 1st are quite and have bad taste in clothing and if they have body mods there usually fucking stupid. I sometimes wish that I was'nt such a horny fucking bastard cuz I think I'm starting to get tired of thinking with my dick. I need a change. One of the things I've been thinking about lately is just letting the asshole in me come out a little me, that seems to be the only way I can just be blunt. Sorry for the long rant but I just needed to get it out. =troy=