troublemaker

Not feeling too hot today. Didn't sleep much. I kept waking up. Lots of nightmares. Feelings of being lost and alone. Lots of unfamiliar architecture. I remember the grounds of a large building made of stone. Very much like the Royce Hall area of UCLA, but much older. Lots of people and other things wondering. It was dark out.
At one point a mysterious woman begged for me to kill her. She said that she was in pain and changing into...something. She handed me a pair of sciccors and instructed me as to where to puncture her head. She kept approaching as I backed away. She got very close and panic took me over. I stabbed her forehead...nothing. Her throat...nothing. Finally I told her to turn around. She did but said that this had been tried before and wouldn't work. Shunk! I sank a blade into the back of her neck, just to one side of where her spine meets her skull. From the angle, I knew the blade was deep in her brain. I wiggled the sciccors in a fast circular motion. Her last words were "that's created a black hole." And down she went.
I woke up in terror and disgust at what I had just done. I tried going back to sleep but the dream kept coming back. Like I said before,I didn't get much sleep.

I'm really tired...