Well......it happened.

The change over

Last night I fell asleep lost. Still trapped in the fear of not knowing. You know what I'm talkng about. You've either gotten through it or are still looking.

When I woke up this morning, something was different. You know those moments when you could swear you're dreaming but you're awake. Well, today I woke up. The fear was gone. The anger was gone. I knew who I was. I could say it felt like this part of that movie, but it's so much more. That tension that silently creeps up was gone. It was a moment of clarity.

Thank whatever for it. Thanks to all of you guys I've recently met. Thanks to old friends. Thanks to me for not giving in. I'm so damn happy, I'm laughing and tearing up.

Whew! That was hard.