You know what I absolutely fucking hate? When you have to sit down and count pennies just so you can go out and buy dinner bc you're sick and tired of living on pasta! I hadn't had meat in nearly 2 weeks and I dug through my change just so I could get a double cheeseburger at McDonalds. And just now, my fiance and I... Read More
I hate when I think that nothing else can go wrong and it does. Fuck!!
Joe called me at 5:30pm and told me that he was in a car accident. Everyone was ok he was just upset that it happened. Our car is a joke right now. Smashed headlight, broken grill, smashed hood. The hood won't open. We're looking at at least $1,000 worth... Read More
problem is: i *WAS* drowning myself in it. i was drunk almost everyday. i'm done for now. i need to use that money toward more important things....wait...i don't pay for drinks...well, you know what i mean. lol
Apparently me walking out the door in the rain for an hour made him wake up and realize how shitty he's been treating me lately. He was practically crying when I came back. He woke up and apologized. He didn't realize what the fuck he was doing. Maybe this time he'll see I am sick of being ignored
I'll let ya know when I get the yim it will be when I can stay connected long enough to download it seeing as I have dial up.... so I usually have to download while I sleep, its the only time I wont get kicked off and the only time I can asure that I have no interruptions by the fam
Back to job searching...God I am so sick and tired of this shit. I wish that I could just get a job. I've been busting my ass for almost 2 years to get a job. I never thought that this would be so damn hard. I thought that my stress was going away. But it's just getting worse. I don't know what I would do... Read More
I don't really have all that much to say, but here's some job news.
Thursday I have an interview for a bunch of positions within the same company. $8-to$8.50/hr 40 hrs/week. I hope that I get this one. It sounds like fun!
Was supposed to have a phone interview for Images Talent modeling, but they never called . Oh well, guess I'm not... Read More