troubled_sweetie

A poem that I wrote today:

My Pain

My pain is so intense
My pain hurts so bad
I want this all to end
And right now
People says that I "need professional help"
I say I need someone to listen
All I need is an ear
I need to be me
Just cut me loose
Set me free

Everyone seems to want to add on to the pain
More and more everyday
I'm just so sick of this
I want to end it myself
The pain is too much
My pain is too much to bear

All I need is a little freedom
Freedom from it all
But no one seems to listen
No one seems to care

I want to end the pain myself
But that causes pain for others
Others that I love
More than I love myself
So I'll just sit here
Day in, Day out
Going through this hell
And wishing that I weren't here
Until the day that I finally get my freedom
Until the day that my pain finally ends

Be it today
Be it tomorrow
Be it the day I marry
Be it the day I have a child
Be it the day I die

I don't know when the pain will end
I just wish that it would end soon
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I know this may scare a few people, it's not meant to. It's just how I feel deep down inside.

Thanks to everyone that's been supporting me throughout my problems.

To Lecia Thanks for just being a friend hunny