*sighs*
Loneliness is taking control over me...Joe had to go to his hometown of Belmont, NY for the weekend, and his mom is such a bitch that she wouldn't let him take me. So here I am this weekend, sitting in Morrisville, in my ex bf Alain's dorm room. I have only been away from Joe for 4 hours, but it's been pure hell. I miss him so badly. I have to call him every hour or so just to get by. I can imagine just how bad it's going to be this weekend trying to sleep. I never sleep alone anymore. It's to the point where I just want to ask Alain if I can curl up next to him tonight, Joe even told me to, but I wouldn't do that bc I love Joe too much. I can't stop crying, I know it's only until Sunday, but God, it seems like a lifetime. God I miss my baby!!!!
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Loneliness is taking control over me...Joe had to go to his hometown of Belmont, NY for the weekend, and his mom is such a bitch that she wouldn't let him take me. So here I am this weekend, sitting in Morrisville, in my ex bf Alain's dorm room. I have only been away from Joe for 4 hours, but it's been pure hell. I miss him so badly. I have to call him every hour or so just to get by. I can imagine just how bad it's going to be this weekend trying to sleep. I never sleep alone anymore. It's to the point where I just want to ask Alain if I can curl up next to him tonight, Joe even told me to, but I wouldn't do that bc I love Joe too much. I can't stop crying, I know it's only until Sunday, but God, it seems like a lifetime. God I miss my baby!!!!
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serenity_star:
mykel:
I know how you feel. When Tyler and I first got together, we had to spend a week apart. It was hellish. I ran up a $500 cell phone bill, and ruined my credit 