My baby is supposed to be coming home today! Woo-hoo!! I'm sick and tired of being depressed, alone, and without food (there's no one here with enough money to get me food). I haven't had food since I went to see my parents last night, which means dinner was 20 hours ago. I'm so hungry I'm nearly crying. It's not my fault, if I had...
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*sighs*
Loneliness is taking control over me...Joe had to go to his hometown of Belmont, NY for the weekend, and his mom is such a bitch that she wouldn't let him take me. So here I am this weekend, sitting in Morrisville, in my ex bf Alain's dorm room. I have only been away from Joe for 4 hours, but it's been pure hell. I...
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Loneliness is taking control over me...Joe had to go to his hometown of Belmont, NY for the weekend, and his mom is such a bitch that she wouldn't let him take me. So here I am this weekend, sitting in Morrisville, in my ex bf Alain's dorm room. I have only been away from Joe for 4 hours, but it's been pure hell. I...
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mykel:
I know how you feel. When Tyler and I first got together, we had to spend a week apart. It was hellish. I ran up a $500 cell phone bill, and ruined my credit 
I added 18 new pics of myself...Go check 'em out and let me know what you think of them, or else I kick your ass!!!! lol
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metaleric:
Hi, I'm doin' allright. Hope things are good for you. 
lecia:
thank you, sweets 
Sorry I haven't posted all that much on here in the last couple days. I have been having some issues.
Sunday night I had a migraine that put me down to my knees. It was so bad that if I moved, I hurt and I threw up. Joe took me to the ER and I had to have morphine administered to me twice to relieve...
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Sunday night I had a migraine that put me down to my knees. It was so bad that if I moved, I hurt and I threw up. Joe took me to the ER and I had to have morphine administered to me twice to relieve...
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lecia:
I hope you're alright, hunny.
Thank you
Thank you
mykel:
I'm glad it was nothing "serious" - although Tyler gets major headaches all the time, so I know how bad that can be.
I'm glad it was nothing "serious" - although Tyler gets major headaches all the time, so I know how bad that can be.
I added more pics of myself once again. I'm getting to be a camera hog! Check them out and tell me what you think!
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mykel:
Love the pics
Yeah, I'm getting to be a huge camera whore, too. haha.
Camera whores RULE.
Yeah, I'm getting to be a huge camera whore, too. haha.
Camera whores RULE.
lecia:
thank you
troubled_sweetie:
peeps i hang with
troubled_sweetie:
well isn't it obvious?
To everyone that has been supportive of me throughout the loss of my child, thank you so much. I love everyone! I'm doing my best to hold my head up and pull myself back together.
Joe is being extremely supportive and loving. As long as he takes care of me, I'll be fine. We have this thing about our relationship: I take care of him,...
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Joe is being extremely supportive and loving. As long as he takes care of me, I'll be fine. We have this thing about our relationship: I take care of him,...
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mykel:
(I had to show up Lecia)
(just kidding, she rocks)
(I had to show up Lecia)
(just kidding, she rocks)
lecia:
that's good to hear.
eh, i'm alive.
i loves you, too.
eh, i'm alive.
i loves you, too.
Sad, shattered....
Lost my child...Lost my dreams...I can't believe it happened. I dunno why. I thought that I was taking great care of myself. But I guess I was wrong. Nothing else to say, just let me cry.
Lost my child...Lost my dreams...I can't believe it happened. I dunno why. I thought that I was taking great care of myself. But I guess I was wrong. Nothing else to say, just let me cry.
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mykel:
I'm sooo sorry
*tons of hugs*
*tons of hugs*
lecia:
thank you, hun
UPDATE!!!
I'm now officially engaged. My bf took me out to Olive Garden and proposed to me, ring and all, in the restaurant! I was stunned, to say the least. I will post pics of the new ring, since the ring in the other pics is my promise ring. Me so happy now!!!!!!!!
I'm now officially engaged. My bf took me out to Olive Garden and proposed to me, ring and all, in the restaurant! I was stunned, to say the least. I will post pics of the new ring, since the ring in the other pics is my promise ring. Me so happy now!!!!!!!!
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shewulf:
Congrats! Awe what a sweet proposal.
Awe what a sweet proposal. 
unique3:
congratz! what a sweet way to propose! and congratz on the baby too! you'll make a great mommy i"m sure.
Hey everyone...Your sexy woman checking in wit' y'all!!
My job interview went rather well, but I turned down the job bc of the fact that they gip you! In order to get a good position with the company, I'd have to pay $499!!!! I fucken think NOT!
In baby news, I woke up this morning feeling horrible. I felt like I was carrying about 20...
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My job interview went rather well, but I turned down the job bc of the fact that they gip you! In order to get a good position with the company, I'd have to pay $499!!!! I fucken think NOT!
In baby news, I woke up this morning feeling horrible. I felt like I was carrying about 20...
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lecia:
I love you, too, hun!
serenity_star:
love you too! my favorite mommy to be!
love you too! my favorite mommy to be! *sigh*
Job interview time at 6pm...Rather nervous, granted I have one job already, I need another to get by. Wish me luck everyone!
Trying to decide whether or not to go back to college. I'm rather confused about that bc of the baby. I want to go back to college and learn at my own pace thru Kaplan University, but will I be able to...
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Job interview time at 6pm...Rather nervous, granted I have one job already, I need another to get by. Wish me luck everyone!
Trying to decide whether or not to go back to college. I'm rather confused about that bc of the baby. I want to go back to college and learn at my own pace thru Kaplan University, but will I be able to...
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kinkerbelle:
thank you so much, that's sweet of you.
mykel:
Hey, I know it's going to be tough, but you'll get through.
I honestly can't give you much advice. I've know a lot of people who were pregnant young. One of my best friends had a baby at 20, and she made it through college.
Also, I know you guys want to get married, but really make sure you really want to, ok? Don't do it if you're not sure. I know that may be harsh, but divorce is a very real thing, and it's harder and scarier than the alternative. I'm sure you guys have thought about it long and hard, and talked it over, but you just don't sound 100%
Keep eating lots of healthy food for that baby!
I'm trying to not sound like a total mom here, with my "Do this and that and make sure you..."
haha. I love pregnant women. My mom was pregnant with my little brother when I was about 18, and my friend was pregnant... 6 years ago. My ex's sister was pregnant when I was with him. I need to have my own baby, dammit!
Anyway, Hang in there. YOU CAN DO T!
And cute pics!
God, that was a novel. Sorry!
Hey, I know it's going to be tough, but you'll get through.
I honestly can't give you much advice. I've know a lot of people who were pregnant young. One of my best friends had a baby at 20, and she made it through college.
Also, I know you guys want to get married, but really make sure you really want to, ok? Don't do it if you're not sure. I know that may be harsh, but divorce is a very real thing, and it's harder and scarier than the alternative. I'm sure you guys have thought about it long and hard, and talked it over, but you just don't sound 100%
Keep eating lots of healthy food for that baby!
I'm trying to not sound like a total mom here, with my "Do this and that and make sure you..."
haha. I love pregnant women. My mom was pregnant with my little brother when I was about 18, and my friend was pregnant... 6 years ago. My ex's sister was pregnant when I was with him. I need to have my own baby, dammit!
Anyway, Hang in there. YOU CAN DO T!
And cute pics!
God, that was a novel. Sorry!
*hugs*