I don't know how to say this.
But I woke up today feeling plain, unoriginal, washed out.
There's nothing I do that someone can't do much better.
I'm just some weird little girl,
with no concrete grip on this fucking world.
Living in the cold, dark memories of my past.
I'm nothing special.
Just another teenager, trying so hard to find my place.
Struggling with...
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But I woke up today feeling plain, unoriginal, washed out.
There's nothing I do that someone can't do much better.
I'm just some weird little girl,
with no concrete grip on this fucking world.
Living in the cold, dark memories of my past.
I'm nothing special.
Just another teenager, trying so hard to find my place.
Struggling with...
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1stmateacidmike:
well im sorry to hear that the same feelings just coming back but i dont think you should hate yourself i think you have alot going for you and one day everything will all work out and ur gonna know who u r and who u wanna be
quarie_glitter:
far out. your blogs are wonderful.. you write so well, so honestly, and no one does that these days. i feel we are very alike; anorexia, depression, addiction.. i know these states, they're rough.. hang in there pretty girl, obviously are pretty incredibly but just cant see it.
Is it wrong for me to miss him?
That he's constantly on my mind.
That the little things he does make me smile,
for days afterwards.
Is it wrong for me to long for him?
To anticipate each encounter,
fantasizing in the mean time.
Wishing time would go by faster.
Is it wrong that I trust him?
That I'm not afraid,
completely open,
too very...
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That he's constantly on my mind.
That the little things he does make me smile,
for days afterwards.
Is it wrong for me to long for him?
To anticipate each encounter,
fantasizing in the mean time.
Wishing time would go by faster.
Is it wrong that I trust him?
That I'm not afraid,
completely open,
too very...
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missshank:
aww
i hope you figure stuff out, just by reading this i cannot ascertain the situation
i hope you figure stuff out, just by reading this i cannot ascertain the situation
jaybugg:
? O_O
lefted me
nighty night!!
lefted me
nighty night!!
I burnt my fucking haaand.
AHHH I have vitamin E oil all over it and like five hello kitty bandaids. Haha.
Way to start the day.
I'm too afraid to go shower.
Cause the hot water may make me have a heart attack. GAAAHHH.
AHHH I have vitamin E oil all over it and like five hello kitty bandaids. Haha.
Way to start the day.
I'm too afraid to go shower.
Cause the hot water may make me have a heart attack. GAAAHHH.
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furiaa:
hope your hand get better soon 
i am so afraid to get burned
i am so afraid to get burned
1stmateacidmike:
awwww poor baby want me to kiss it better?
My abdomen hurts so much right now.
Its like a stabbing pain in my right hip.
It is fucking horrible.
I toughed out the weekend.. I guess it is easier to ignore while I'm doing something.
But fuck man.
This hurts.
They're scheduling me for a colonoscopy.
I'm hoping there is nothing serious.
By this pain... I'm so worried there is.
I'm shaking, I can't...
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Its like a stabbing pain in my right hip.
It is fucking horrible.
I toughed out the weekend.. I guess it is easier to ignore while I'm doing something.
But fuck man.
This hurts.
They're scheduling me for a colonoscopy.
I'm hoping there is nothing serious.
By this pain... I'm so worried there is.
I'm shaking, I can't...
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ellyshia:
I hope you feel better REALLY soon. Maybe you have gal stones or kidney stones...I had gal stones and it sounds like what you're talking about. If it is that then they can fix it and you'll feel 1000000x better really soon so that's always a plus.
I send my love and hugs my dear!!!
I hope you feel better REALLY soon. Maybe you have gal stones or kidney stones...I had gal stones and it sounds like what you're talking about. If it is that then they can fix it and you'll feel 1000000x better really soon so that's always a plus.
I send my love and hugs my dear!!!
renna:
Oh no!
Feel better bebe!
Feel better bebe!
Wows I have 500 comments on my set now 
You guys are wonderful.
I loves you tons.
Thanks Heroine for being #500!!!
You guys are wonderful.
I loves you tons.
Thanks Heroine for being #500!!!
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jaybugg:
weee
heroine:
Anytime! Now maybe I can be # 600 soon! Hopefully it will be live by that time!
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me?
So won't you kill me?
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quidpronihilo:
Bien,je ne comprennent pas ce que j'ai dit l'un ou l'autre. J'aime rellement des fruits, mais je ne suis pas vraiment dans le broccoli. Jouez-vous des billards ou preffer fauchez-vous la pelouse la place ? 
heroine:
You changed your name huh? I wish you would go pink alreadyyyyyY!!!!!!!!!!! 
I'm BORED.
FUUUUUUUUUCK.
I can't wait for tomorrow.
I'm rocking the night out at Foofs!!
So all you montreal folks should come. OKAY?
I basically have plans all weekend so its pretty awesome.
Tomorrow Im gonna try to buy some books, cause the line is shorter now.
And sooo.
Yeah.
I'm BOREEED
FUUUUUUUUUCKING HEEEELL.
I need a hobby...
FUUUUUUUUUCK.
I can't wait for tomorrow.
I'm rocking the night out at Foofs!!
So all you montreal folks should come. OKAY?
I basically have plans all weekend so its pretty awesome.
Tomorrow Im gonna try to buy some books, cause the line is shorter now.
And sooo.
Yeah.
I'm BOREEED
FUUUUUUUUUCKING HEEEELL.
I need a hobby...
kilcher:
Haha. Have a great weekend!! 
First day of school. Done.
I walked in.
And I died a little inside.
Like some dark cloud consumed me. It was horrible.
That may sound over dramatic. But I'm me, so get over it.
I have some pretty chill classes so far.
Except for my psychology of law my book costs $108
and I can't find any second hand ones.
Fuck me. Fuck fuck...
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I walked in.
And I died a little inside.
Like some dark cloud consumed me. It was horrible.
That may sound over dramatic. But I'm me, so get over it.
I have some pretty chill classes so far.
Except for my psychology of law my book costs $108
and I can't find any second hand ones.
Fuck me. Fuck fuck...
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furiaa:
ohhh love your new name!!! 
you described my 1st day in HighSchool!
you described my 1st day in HighSchool!
furiaa:
hahaha!
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renna:
you're super cute, woman!
clea:
summer only came around for like 2 weeks this year. It sucked! I felt like I lived in England with all this rain/chilly weather haha
Ive been good. Working lots.
You?
You going to come out on the 13th to see anti-flag/the creepshow??
Ive been good. Working lots.
You?
You going to come out on the 13th to see anti-flag/the creepshow??
I have a crush on someone I shouldn't have a crush on, and for all the wrong reason...
Ugh damn me.
I hate this not being sure. Sure it's just a fling. Somehow hoping at the same time it is and is not.
I feel ridiculous.
I feel fucking stupid.
But it feels so damn good.
It's just a crush, it's harmless right?
Dammit.
On...
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Ugh damn me.
I hate this not being sure. Sure it's just a fling. Somehow hoping at the same time it is and is not.
I feel ridiculous.
I feel fucking stupid.
But it feels so damn good.
It's just a crush, it's harmless right?
Dammit.
On...
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kilcher:
You're vulnerable. Just be careful. 
hallk:
like kilcher said you are vulnerable, be careful. I related to your last blog when i randomly came across it and i guess i'm relating now... be careful, good or bad can come out of it. I've had both.......i feel i should keep this short and not talk about my problems....
it seems like a lot of people are struggling on her with heartache, loneliness and relationships right now.... but i'm also a noob so maybe it is normal.....
also i left her love on the comments i was one of the first.....
it seems like a lot of people are struggling on her with heartache, loneliness and relationships right now.... but i'm also a noob so maybe it is normal.....
also i left her love on the comments i was one of the first.....