trouble_

I think too much.
I think too much, and I talk too much.
And all this thinking and talking,
just leads me into conversations...
that honestly, although I want to have them,
I know that deep down inside I don't.
I need to reassess now,
what exactly I meant by those words.
Worst part is, I'm trying to alter what I meant.
Alter it in a way that will make me still appear strong.
Not give anything away.
But that wasn't the point, now was it?
But what truly can be the point of such a thing?
Except the obvious.
And I don't want him to know the obvious.