I'm tired of feeling like I have $2 Whore stamped across my fucking forehead.
Honestly.
I was walking home, at 10:30am and some guy actually tried to get me into his car.
I started walking faster, but he followed me until I started fucking screaming like a crazy person.
I wanted to break his fucking face. I wanted him to hurt like his fucking comments hurt me. But I'm so weak, and they're always so strong, and I will always lose and all I can do is run.
I don't even live in that bad of a neighbourhood. And it was the middle of the fucking morning. Who the fuck does this? This is not the first time its happened to me either.
Just sunday some cab driver actually turned around and asked me if I wanted to fuck.
I was like "what the fuck.. in this fucking world.. ever made you think you had a fucking chance with me?"
I wasn't even alone in the cab. I was with a friend of mine.
I don't fucking understand. I guess I just look like a mad skank apparently.
Fuckers.
Also one time this cab pulled over and the guy tried to pay me for sex... DO I LOOK LIKE A HOOKER?! HONESTLY?!
It was like 4pm and I was coming home from school.
And then he actually had the nerve to say that I was not worth any fucking money anyways.
I cried. Now I don't cry so much... I just feel like crap... I just want someone to explain to me why this happens to me every day of my fucking life... If anyone has an answer that would be great.
I feel so open, so exposed. So fucking scared of everywhere.
I never want to leave my house again.
I'm tired of feeling like shit because of dirty fucking men.
Honestly.
I was walking home, at 10:30am and some guy actually tried to get me into his car.
I started walking faster, but he followed me until I started fucking screaming like a crazy person.
I wanted to break his fucking face. I wanted him to hurt like his fucking comments hurt me. But I'm so weak, and they're always so strong, and I will always lose and all I can do is run.
I don't even live in that bad of a neighbourhood. And it was the middle of the fucking morning. Who the fuck does this? This is not the first time its happened to me either.
Just sunday some cab driver actually turned around and asked me if I wanted to fuck.
I was like "what the fuck.. in this fucking world.. ever made you think you had a fucking chance with me?"
I wasn't even alone in the cab. I was with a friend of mine.
I don't fucking understand. I guess I just look like a mad skank apparently.
Fuckers.
Also one time this cab pulled over and the guy tried to pay me for sex... DO I LOOK LIKE A HOOKER?! HONESTLY?!
It was like 4pm and I was coming home from school.
And then he actually had the nerve to say that I was not worth any fucking money anyways.
I cried. Now I don't cry so much... I just feel like crap... I just want someone to explain to me why this happens to me every day of my fucking life... If anyone has an answer that would be great.
I feel so open, so exposed. So fucking scared of everywhere.
I never want to leave my house again.
I'm tired of feeling like shit because of dirty fucking men.
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scribit:
i found you in the anal group. but i didn;t even realise there was an x-files group, i'm joining that one
alerion:
Thats horrible! Men can be pigs. They think with the wrong head. They get pissed when they can't get a girl as hot as you.