trouble_

I have class in four hours... Economics. I long to be back on vacation, even tho it's bitter cold outside, atleast I can hide away at home and wait for summer, I don't have to treck to college early on tuesday mornings... I'm tired, so I really don't know why I'm awake. My apartment is cold, and lonely. My tummy is hungry. I rarely wake up earlier than I have to. It's very strange for me to be at all competent at this hour of the morning. I need to sleep and forget the stress, pretend you didn't ignore my whispers... I do not want to go to class. My friend Mel is going to the hospital for tests on her stomach involving camera's up not so nice places... I said I'd meet her, but I don't even know if she needs me to anymore. If I'll be able to find her. It seems like a worthy use of my time tho... even tho it involves walking from ste-catherines street to sherbrooke in the freezing wind of montreal in january. Sigh. 3:55 minutes to school.... ugh.