So I had a physical yesterday.
And of course they take your height.
And your weight.
Now normally, since I have struggled with anorexia and bulimia my entire life...
I don't look at the scale. And they say nothing.
The nurse whispered it. I heard her.
Everything I do I'm haunted by a number. It just circles around in my head.
I know that it...
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And of course they take your height.
And your weight.
Now normally, since I have struggled with anorexia and bulimia my entire life...
I don't look at the scale. And they say nothing.
The nurse whispered it. I heard her.
Everything I do I'm haunted by a number. It just circles around in my head.
I know that it...
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Okay, this new trend of hopefuls making threads for themselves in the ass/boobie appreciation groups is getting fucking lame. This sad attempt at shameless self-promotion is just pathetic. Gah. I can't take it. Seriously, you girls doing it, it makes me want to puke. It makes you seem desperate. Post it in the "post your own ass" or "show off your IBTs" Don't make your...
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jamila:
The Kills: all three albums, especially their most recent one, Midnight Boom.
Skindive: self-titled album.
Modest Mouse: all albums, especially Good News for People Who Love Bad News, The Moon and Antarctica and We Were Dead Before the Ship Even sank.
Wilco: all except the most recent one, especially Yankee Hotel Foxtrot and Being There
Mike Doughty: Haughty Melodic, Skittish and Rockity Roll
Tom Waits
Bright Eyes: Cassadega
That's all I can think of right now
Skindive: self-titled album.
Modest Mouse: all albums, especially Good News for People Who Love Bad News, The Moon and Antarctica and We Were Dead Before the Ship Even sank.
Wilco: all except the most recent one, especially Yankee Hotel Foxtrot and Being There
Mike Doughty: Haughty Melodic, Skittish and Rockity Roll
Tom Waits
Bright Eyes: Cassadega
That's all I can think of right now

ash:
Omg, u rock! Amen to the desperate hopefuls bit. Barf.
I love the DS, but Ive never heard of that game, it sounds awesome .. kind of like a video game version of "operation". Good times.
Omg thats so funny .. I started hearing DS sounds just now .. and it was on a commercial.
How much is it to cremate your rat? Ive always wanted to do this but thought it would undoubtedly be expensive. Right now we just take their footprints and put them in a clay sculpture "memorial" thing for them.
I love the DS, but Ive never heard of that game, it sounds awesome .. kind of like a video game version of "operation". Good times.

How much is it to cremate your rat? Ive always wanted to do this but thought it would undoubtedly be expensive. Right now we just take their footprints and put them in a clay sculpture "memorial" thing for them.
OMG.
I can't believe it.
I have one more exam today, at 2:30.. then I'm free!!!
Of course I didnt study all weekend... so thats why Im up at 9:30
Blaaah.
But Im so happy. I survived another semester. Hooyeah.
I can't believe it.
I have one more exam today, at 2:30.. then I'm free!!!
Of course I didnt study all weekend... so thats why Im up at 9:30
Blaaah.
But Im so happy. I survived another semester. Hooyeah.
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jamila:
Yay! Go nuts!
ence:
Ahaha I'm very bad with the language!! but always the friend translator helps
. I want to have a better communication, wait to achieve it of to little


I can't keep crying because of you...
I can't keep trying to pretend that this isn't true...
I can't keep believing that you can change...
I can't keep going on this way.
It's the little things that hurt the most
the tone of voice,
how you shield your eyes...
It's the fact that you're different
something has changed
you're no longer mine
No longer my...
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I can't keep trying to pretend that this isn't true...
I can't keep believing that you can change...
I can't keep going on this way.
It's the little things that hurt the most
the tone of voice,
how you shield your eyes...
It's the fact that you're different
something has changed
you're no longer mine
No longer my...
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ence:
mmm in love ?
vale:
thank you!!
you're so pretty
cheers
thank you!!
you're so pretty

cheers


Buuuhhh. I'm so sick. I'm pretty sure its strep.
I have to go to the stupid lab.
All the way in Westmount.
Fuck fuck fuck.
I can't sleep.
And my poor cat got fixed and now she has a cone on her head.
and she hates me.
Poor thing.
We're both sick sad bastards.
Someone love us.
I have to go to the stupid lab.
All the way in Westmount.
Fuck fuck fuck.
I can't sleep.
And my poor cat got fixed and now she has a cone on her head.
and she hates me.
Poor thing.
We're both sick sad bastards.
Someone love us.
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vale:
i'm sick too
I feel terrible
hope to get well soon
i'm sick too
I feel terrible

hope to get well soon


liu:
your set is so cute
So I had the worst experience of my life friday night.
As anyone who read my blogs knows... my boyfriend is a drug addict.
I invited him over for dinner on friday (I usually go to his place and we order/eat out),
for my special hamburgers that I made all by my little self.
And he showed up late, and blitz out of his mind....
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As anyone who read my blogs knows... my boyfriend is a drug addict.
I invited him over for dinner on friday (I usually go to his place and we order/eat out),
for my special hamburgers that I made all by my little self.
And he showed up late, and blitz out of his mind....
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alvynaumagumma:
i'm so so sorry to hear that!! here for you if you need it

kilcher:
Every mistake is a learning experience. I know you say it has brought you closer, but you should take a long, hard look at that.
I'm very glad you made it through okay though.
I'm very glad you made it through okay though.

Okay, so its crunch time at school. I've been reading all day. Ughhh. And Ill be doing so tomorrow, and the day after.. probably not sunday tho. Then it all starts again. I've got one final next friday, and I havent read the book for that class since the goddamned midterm. So you can imagine. Yeah, I admit, my strategy isnt that fabulous. But hell....
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jamila:
Good luck with all of that.
At least you get to have a party!
And stop getting shitfaced when you have homework to do!!! BAD!
At least you get to have a party!
And stop getting shitfaced when you have homework to do!!! BAD!

alvynaumagumma:
good luck with school! and yay for your boy returning!! i hope you get to see him more often




So, I'm flipping out.
None of my jeans fit me from last summer o_o;;
I mean, I actually feel that I look better than I did last summer.
But is my ass just getting ginormously fat??!?!?!
Ahhhh! Damn pilates making me ass huge.
Plus I'm mad PMSing. I left my favorite pants and shirt at my boyfriends and hes gone all week.
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None of my jeans fit me from last summer o_o;;
I mean, I actually feel that I look better than I did last summer.
But is my ass just getting ginormously fat??!?!?!
Ahhhh! Damn pilates making me ass huge.
Plus I'm mad PMSing. I left my favorite pants and shirt at my boyfriends and hes gone all week.
Oh and my...
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vera:
Curvy is veryyyy good.
They just need to make clothes that fit better!
They just need to make clothes that fit better!
jamila:
There is no such thing as too big of an ass.
Unless you can set a cafeteria tray, full of cafeteria food, on it.
Unless you can set a cafeteria tray, full of cafeteria food, on it.
Hahaha. Wednesday I made an epic video while getting smashed with melanie!!! It is supreme, and I will post ASAP.
alvynaumagumma:
CANNOT WAIT!!
that should be super awesome!

that should be super awesome!
I have a vague idea for a set.
I'm still brain storming.
exciting, I know.
I have a politics test tomorrow morning...
followed by an english oral...
I've done about an hour of prep in total.
its not my fault
the boyfriend bought a DS
and he bought me a game just for me!!
Pheonix Wright Attorney at Law!!
I love that game. I played...
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I'm still brain storming.
exciting, I know.
I have a politics test tomorrow morning...
followed by an english oral...
I've done about an hour of prep in total.
its not my fault
the boyfriend bought a DS
and he bought me a game just for me!!
Pheonix Wright Attorney at Law!!
I love that game. I played...
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_ghost:
i want a ds! a job at a pet shop would alot of fun.
i must say i love your hopeful set. you look gorgeous. cant wait to see what you come up with next.
i must say i love your hopeful set. you look gorgeous. cant wait to see what you come up with next.
lise:
Yay new set!!
You can come tan on my terrasse with me if you want. We'll work on our summer tans together.
I'm so bad with groups. I guess I just forget about them... But I will do my best to stay with the hopefuls, because us MTL hopefuls gotta sick together!
You can come tan on my terrasse with me if you want. We'll work on our summer tans together.
I'm so bad with groups. I guess I just forget about them... But I will do my best to stay with the hopefuls, because us MTL hopefuls gotta sick together!

My food came promptly -- it took about a month, by my watch. I must say, I enjoyed the meal, especially the poutine, though I spilled some beer on my g-string. I had the leftovers put in a wine bottle so I could take it home. I'm going back tomorrow.
haha okay you must play some crazylibs in your free time. or any time. damn....
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haha okay you must play some crazylibs in your free time. or any time. damn....
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anemona:
If you turn pink you will be my new favorite SG



xxx
I dont even have anything witty to say. Just that I know this feeling all too well.