tronvillain

Cut down on porn~! That's like asking me to shave off my tits. You have nothing to worry about. On either count.

mortality is comforting... it takes a lot of weight off your shoulders - warm embrace of the mother and all that.

*chuckle* Well, that was fucking weird. I stopped by the restaurant Dylan works at to see if she wanted to go out on her day off and she essentially completely ignored me. I was about to take it as a signal that for some reason she had somehow lost all interest me and couldn't even bring herself to say it to my face, but I asked a girl that works there about it straight out ("You know Dylan right? So, is she just ridiculously busy or is she ignoring me?") and she said that Dylan is just ridiculously busy and would get in trouble for talking to anyone. Weird eh? I was hoping to get some closure either in a positive or a negative way, and now I don't know what to think! *shrugs* Ah well.

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hmm the fake number thing...i don't think i've ever done that...

i can't say i would want to be involved with someone who was too busy to take a minute to call me...

my halloween really starts tomorrow when I get to see They Might Be Giants. Topless.

I played video games and ate candy. It was damn fine and I hope yours was too.

hey, the insecure paranoid fool gets the worm... at least, i think that's the saying. maybe it's "gets worms", i don't know. either way, it has something to do with parasites

the problem with not getting a phone call is that all of a sudden that big empty space in your schedule that was reserved for talking to her is now wide open and guess what? oh look... there are your fiendish thoughts just waiting to rush forward and fill the void. congratulations, instead of sitting around doing nothing you now get to sit around doing nothing and obsess over possible negative outcomes.

fortunately though, all that overthinking usually leads to outcomes like yours. smile.

good luck man..play it cool and i'm sure she will luv luv luv you! that is sooo cool i love the happy butterfly tummy feelings andthe relief you feel when the phone rings and it's them * sigh *

Aww *hehe* the beginings of things are always the best

Hey, so your still a student - are you at UBC or somewhere else...Im glad to here that the date did go well for you. Yah, Im a student teacher, at an elementary school, i currently attend ubc, which I completly love. Glad you commented on my journal or I wouldn't have met yah.

awww, that sounds rough for you. So where are you taking the courses currently. What were you doing you major in or faculty. Did you get compasionat leave and stuff. Was UBC understanding?? THere is rules set up for illness and stuff so I could help.

I hate answering machines too.

Hmm....I've always played with being blind....

I went to fetishball blindfolded on year, with two guys, one whose ears we plugged, and one who we muted. Anyhow, the Deafened guy (Seth) had our keys, and I was off dancing with who knows who and Mutie (Luc) came up to me, really desperate. Somehow, with me unable to see him and him unable to speak, solely through the sounds Mmm mmm mm mmm MMM!, he was able to communicated that he had to pee (I should mention here that we were all dressed in duct tape, so this was going to be a difficult and personal process, requiring a return home), and we couldn't find deafie anywhere. We decided (probably I did since I could talk) to find a phone. Mutie would locate the phone and dial, and I would speak when necessary. The thing is, mutie somehow forgot that I was blindfolded, so I was walking full speed with the assumption that he was directing me, and I ran full-on into the corner of a wall--hit my face, right along the side of my nose. We continued to the phone, and he dialed, and we got voicemail, and left a message that sounded something like this "Seth? Seth we need -- mmm mmm mm MM -- what? mmm mmm mmm Luc, where are you? Luc???!!! mmmm MMMM MMMM WHAT? MMMMM MMMMMM!!!! I'm BLEEDING?" - click - .....I actually broke my nose that night when I ran into that corner. For a few months afterward, I could pop my nose as if it was a knuckle.

All the same, I think I'd choose blindess. I'm a composer, so deaf is bad (I'm not as talented as Beethoven, okay?!). I know people who have no sense of taste, it makes eating a really disgusting experience. And your sense of smell is the main tool of your memory. I am an extremely tactile person and that would make me cry to lose, plus it would make basic activities, like opening doors and typing really difficult. Lose your site, and you stop judging people from the outside. Plus I get to learn braille!

first and foremost...thanks for pulling me back to reality...my realistic approach just wasn't working...altho I was getting a lot more replies, which did make me feel special....

who am i kidding...popularity is overrated....

I have the same problem as you-trying not to appear "stalkerish" but simply being anxious...grrr...unfortunately, I cannot offer any advice, as I still suffer from this affliction.

I would lose my sense of smell....I could do w/o it.

i ironed it, it's better now

So, the clothes didn't come off, eh? well it still seems like you had a nice time



Yes, Diabolita, you're a slut....but you're MY slut!! teeeheee **had to throw that in there**

you're not a pervert !

hey you, yea i'm doing te whole healing attoo thing, i hate it more than the accual process but whatever...SOOO WORTH the wait hahahaha

Is that to say "bows out"?

kneel then!

Well, I need new clothes too -- want to go shopping?

without a doubt I need new clothes!