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I knew complaining of being bored yesterday would haunt me. My husband punched a hole in the wall last night. It was not boring... eeek frown
The worst part of it is that in doing so he violated the nature of our relationship. It wasn't even a big fight, until that moment. That lapse of judgement that has rocked my little world. The whole reason that I...
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grum09:
i hope everything goes good 4 you too 12 years is long and a hole in the wall was wrong but hey i say patch things up both ways if hes that good stick with him ..lets just hope he doesnt do anything like this again. frown
mamathunder:
Trixie Hun,
I just wanted you to know that I really, really feel for you. My heart broke a little when I read your blog.. I can relate. I hate violence (I had a childhood that was filled with it).. and have a strong need to feel safe (and in control too). I'm so sorry that that feeling of 'safety' was taken from you. If you ever need to chat... you know how to find me.
I'm thinking of you
and sending you good thoughts

Chrysta
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

ps.
as for doing it on your own...grrr...
I've given up.. it's stressful, and tiring, and neverending...and sometimes even almost impossible..... but you're an amazing woman and mother and your babies love you for it..
(I tell myself this everyday..during my anxiety attacks and resentment towards an absent partner)
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So I feel the need to update , although nothing too interesting has been happening. The weekend was alright I guess. We had to visit family out of town , in the 'burbs. I started singing the Theme from Weeds as we drove in ...so eerily like Agrestic but without the interesting people. "all the people , in the houses, all went university , where...
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btyjugs:
i like boring that means uneventful...the simple things in life is what makes it worth living.....p.s you always brin a smile to my face plus ssh don't tell anyone but i wanna do naughty things to your pigtails..hehe<33 Jess
putrefy:
Hey I had to break the monotony of being on the computer all day somehow......what better way than to meet an inbred hick that has the spelling ability of a 6 year old !
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grum09:
aw thanx i think your great too and sexy ..hehe yah i like to play with crazy .... i play office sex with her. when she is at work online i make funny noises and faces to her like we are having sex so i think it makes for a good day at work. smile love
craftygrrl:
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Improvise , Adapt and Overcome.

A cheesy catch phrase that was barked at me during gruelling basic training.

The wisest advice I have ever gotten.

I think I will get it tattooed on me somewhere...

I never wanted to be in the army, it was thrust on me by circumstance. I was in grade 12 , on my way to University and then was suddenly...
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classy_:
well it was full of laughs.

but no, he did not treat me like you would baby.

he wasnt on his knees once. hahaha.

hope youre having a swell day.

<33333

blush kiss kiss kiss kiss
feerlessfreddy:
thats a neat journal entry.
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THE SECRET....for some reason this keeps popping up in the last few weeks. My friends that own the tattoo shop where I live (not really but used to work there and spend far too much time there) anyway they are over the damn moom about it. Read it, watch it ..they say. Then I turn on tv and its there...and then my hubby downloaded it...
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vinnyvidivici:
Glad you liked it. It makes me laugh, too...
misskristin:
he is a full time student, no money either.
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cabin fever

makes you think too much

just when I think I find myself

there I am

surreal
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ta2dmom:
I hear ya! I actually DO know what you mean with this one for sure! wink
xoxo
kiss

I wish I was up there so we could get stupid crazy with each other and make cabin fever FUN! wink
classy_:
i dont know what the heck youre talking about, but i totally know how you feel.

why do all the decent women live so freaking far away?

and why hasnt apple invented an i-teleport yet???
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I have just finished reading Song of Solomon,Morrison... I liked it. Am waiting for Souveniers of Canada , Coupland ...I ordered it a few weeks ago.

I have been listening to alot of Peaches and Lady Sov ..lately , loud ..and sometimes I dance crazy.

Valentines was ok. Started the day with an F you to the old man as he left for work. We...
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mercedes:
your entrys make me blush
mamathunder:
sometime this summer i'm hopping in my car and coming to see you
kiss
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It takes so little to make me happy.

The sun was making the new snow glitter today.

My cardinal that visits on my kitchen window me let me walk up to him.

I have a new teapot I love.

Got to wear real clothes last night and go out to a show and see some wicked tattoo inspired art.

A cute young thing there checked...
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caffeinemonkey:
Have a great Valentine's Day



scullyt:


Happy V-day!!
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thanks everyone for their concern over Ozzy. He seems to be doing quite well. The swelling has gone down, his bag has turned dark purple but he is moving around like 2 year olds do. I am having a time trying to keep him from climbing furniture and carrying on like a madman! Des is still at his Nana's so I get to spend alot...
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okierose:
Right!!! Enjoy yourself...
aliciakay:
how funny. See that's whay I mean. I hate to have something that everyone has, but I really like it. And it will be my own with the details.
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Just to let you guys know that Ozzy made it out ok. The surgery was alot more than we all bargained for. It was long, angonizing and did not really go according to plan. He is home though, he is safe just really cut up, swollen and in alot of pain..
They had trouble locating the testicle up in his abdomin, so they had to...
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disposableargent:
yay!

that's good to hear trix



Arg
caffeinemonkey:
Glad it all worked out. Sorry about all the complications. I know that must have been stressful.