trixxx

randomness...

I have a headache, its been three days with the same one. I should name it...fred? fred is starting to piss me off , even though he doesn't seem to get worse, he also doesn't get any better so far with all my little remedies...fuck off FRED!!

I chatted last night for a bit. Main was kinda suckhole as some chick named Ms.valentineor something was being an uber bitch and putting down alot Sg's and talking shit about just about everyone/thing..Its sad to see young women, obviously unhappy with their own selves that have to tear down others. AND there was like 60 + ppl on so lag was a bitch so I went to geezer chat, where the drama is less and the maturity is refreshing...but no one really talks much , which makes me babble...

I have my brother coming with his wife this weekend so see the kids as he never got here at xmas, when my mother heard she invitied herself with her husband and now I have a 4some of family coming to stay for the weekend. I feel happy that they all are coming to share in my little family but worried about where veryone will sleep as I only have one spare room. I'm sure it will alll workout and I was just marvelling at the fact that these kinds of events even happen at all. We didn't exactly grow up like the Waltons and I never stayed with family much as I was tossed around and so was my brother...and my "mom" and I never saw eye to eye especially when she let her husband kick me out at 16 ...but here I am all growed up, letting the past stay where it is and enjoying what others probably take for granted....family

I wish weed helped headaches.......Speaking of weed I am gonna roll some and stash them about in hidden places so I can sneak off while everyone is here for moments of calm....

Well I should get back to cleaning and such............