trixxx

ok so I did something lame here on SG and I haven't been making any posts because of it. I found two people that I really admire in the tattoo world and I got giddy and friend requested them without even commenting or anything first. I didn't comment because I was so stoked to find them I got trigger finger hahah...and as soon as I did it I felt like a tard. Therefore I couldn't post a new blog because I was afraid of what they would think if they clicked on my page....LAME. There are so many tattoo artists that are just mediocre and these two (Sean Herman and Josh Woods) are really at the top of their game. They have made me rethink tried and true things that I hold dear like solid black outlines and inspired me to start to draw again and try things that I hadn't before...I really only clicked the request as a means of finding them again , due to my pot head memory issues... I know they will prolly decline and thats ok...(at least I am drawing again....)

so thats that....

In other news I wanted to ask you guys how honest do ou think people are here in chat and on boards???? When I first joined in 02 I think, I had just had my first baby and was new to computers in general. I honestly didn't think anyone would want to talk to me because I was chubby and married and with baby...as if giving birth had suddenly made me boring and without anything to say and as if turning into a mom meant that I could no longer be sexy or provocative... so I wasn't honest, I didn't blog or join groups and therefore found the experience dull....when I rejoined I made myself just be me..at all times, not get swept up into being anything else to make friends or be heard. I am in chat during day sometimes with my brood swarming around me laughing and in chat at night at times, baked, horny and reflective....that is just me, what you see , you get...
I have found this experience to be so much better , found groups that are supportive and fun and friends who really get me and still like me for just me...I am a soccermom that is sexy and thoughtful and a bit of a rebel still...

speaking of sexy, I wanna thanks greggy and all the other chatness for making this boring old chubby mom (hahah) feel sexy again...WIth all the cleaning and laundry and isolation I deal with daily its nice to hear that if I were to ever leave my house that I would still turn some heads hahah xoxoxo