trixxx

Saturday , I got to get out for a bit to visit my friends that own the tat shop that I go to and used to work at. It was nice to get out for a bit but it was ..strained. We used to be bf's for years but had a falling out and it obviously is still kinda wierd. PLUS, he used o be the biggest stoner I've ever known, and I have known alot. I mean, we are talking like a quarter a day for him, so I brought along a sweet ass joint of the best stuff around just to find out he quit..months ago. It was really weird for me. There was alot of awkward pauses.. He is drawing my skulls this week and bumping someone for me which is nice but ti was still not the visit I thought I would have. At least I picked up new tunnels when I was there and they are nice. I got them in when I was in the tub that night. It was kinda disappointing that they just slid right in, I was all ready to have a stretch and a little pain.. btw the shop is www.addictivetattooing.com if you wanna visit it, Jay does my tats and some of mine are on there (like the queen of hearts) when they were all spanking new.visit them and leave a note!

The piece of shit van that we drive broke down on saturday and so Karl had to go in to the shop on Sunday to see if he could fix it. We thought it was maybe a wiring problem but NO..it turns out is gonna be time consuming and pricey for the parts. The friggin van only cost us 500 hundred to begin with so this blows. We also don't have the kind of money to just be able to buy another one so we have to bite it and do it. So much for extra money. Sunday really sucked for me as the two youngest and I have gotten the flu and I thought I was gonna die, while trying to do it all myself with two sick kids..on a day where I usually have help! He was gone all day about the van and I was stuck here , sick as hell, and trying to be supermom..alone...again...

So Monday monday...Morning from hell! Never slept all night, kids snot bugged them and made them whiny all night...I wanna die from aches and pains and fever and my nose...wah wah...I want nuse jill to come here and take care of me while mk watches my little ones ...ahh to dream...
I opened a can a soup earlier with a screwdriver in my haste and impatience blew chowder all over the kitchen and me, the celing and so on...The microwave has stopped working too...its ancient but is handy for warming kids stuff up...SIGH!!!!!!!!! sob........

I am not a happy girl..
but I have happy ears...
and a tattoo coming that is gonna rock but shoulda spent money on other things so it will always be the tattoo I shouldn't have gotten........