trixxx

I want some time this weekend just to be mellow. My mom bailed on taking the boys overnight last weekend, maybe she will this one...I dunno. I kinda wish babygirl would take a bottle so I could just have one afternoon off..I mean she's over 8 months now..all I am asking for is one afternoon off

I always say that and then as soon as they go , I am in their room crying and smelling their pillows like a freak.

We got woken up way too early this AM by the kids, I was all bitter and stomped my way downstairs to start breakfast for the family all pissy and over tired. My husband came downstairs after me and was saying all these odd things to try to make me laugh..but MAn it was 5:30 AM and I'm cooking!!!! Then when I finally looked over at him he was sitting , all bleary eyed with a weird smile, drinking his tea with my headwrap on his bald dome...this is why I am with him. Even when I wanna cry or spaz out from stress ..he makes me laugh.. he will kill me for posting this but I had to..