trixxx

well finally some good news. Two years ago I had cervical cancer and had surgery to rid myself of it. I decided then to finish making my family in case I lost the chance if the surgery didn't work. It seemed to. In the last summer I had tests done (every few months to check it) and found something "abnormal". It of course freaked me out because ..well.cancer is scary. I had to keep it together so my hubby wouldn't LOSE it. I would catch him crying and he was so afraid that he would be raising our young ones alone, so I've put on brave face and never mention it but secretly worried about the same thing. It took 6 months to finally get into my cancer doc and have scopes done to see what the hell is going on down there. In the meantime I became preggers for the third and FINAL time, so the thought of being really sick was scarier because I'd have three little ones to leave and also they can't do surgery while preggers so I'd have to wait and it would spread. It was bad enough having to wait six months just to see if it was back. Anyway today was that day, and although I never got an "all clear" they DID NOT find cancer today!!!! Baby in belly is doing well too so we're all healthy for now . WHEW!!!