trixxx

O.K, i havent updated my journal for a while because if you dont have anything nice to say....well you know. Things have been hard lately , lotsa tough changes, but I'm sure I'll sail through it all...again..you know..It Builds Character..and I really thought I's had alot but it seems I need more..

I really miss camping...I usually go up north every summer in the woods and mellow out but too busy this summer...I like cooking over the fire and being all shroomy and contemplating how the trees leaves really look like lungs when they sway in the breeze...sigh

my pc went down for the last TWO WEEKS!!! I was lost and I missed all you fools! I missed the chat and the naked boobies...only had my own to peek at and occasionally fondle haha...(well ok, that one night I had THAT GIRLS to fondle too, and hers were nicer than my own but thats a whole othe story....) Pride week just ended here...
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okay folks...aven't really been keeping this up very well...I think as far as my social life is concerned..its been a binge and purge situation...Recently mostly purging. I've come to the realization that "real" friends are hard to come by and the hangers on that weigh me down needed to fucking GO! Negative, toxic spewing, needy, selfish people need not apply....So I've made room for the...
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I find these journals hard to do..I never know what part of my life I wanna share..
Kinda major life events keep unfolding here, uncertainty at my hubbys job, leading to long, unresolved, ever changing talks on relocation..which was always more fun before but now seems daunting. I bitch and moan about living here but truely I like it. This city is the perfect size...
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so the long weeekend has come to a close after today...Its funny though..its the first year I never went away (except this year i just travelled a bit to vivit the "Fam") The whole city piled out of here on Friday night..to go camping or to the beach or their cottages. I actually liked staying here..Still in the city but without the annoying people haha....
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ok...so something odd happened today...I'm not sure how much I can say but..A friend that I made on here, the first one, was so sweet to me and we chatted alot..he also gave me my SG gift card when I was bummed that my membership had expired. The guy I joked who was my "benefactor" or fondly also called my "sugar daddy" ...he umm is...
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OMG...Well here is the answer to everyones burning question...you only get 7 notices of late or non payment on SG before they kick your broke ass off of here!! LOL!! If it wasn't for my new and secret benefactor, my delicious Sugar Daddy (you know who you are, you little horn dog..), I wouldn't be able to grace you guys with my presence anymore Thank...
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well I updated my pic.. I hate it though, i gotta better one but its too big... even though i shrunk it...You see, the problem is that I"m larger than life hahah...
I've been thinking alot about finally finishing my arms now that nice weather is here.. I usually get tattooed in the winter but was too busy so now I'll be healing them with...
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Im gonna take a new pic soon...one that isn't sideways haha...maybe after i get my hair did on Saturday...thank god I booked my appt. i always let it go too long then I have to resort to creative scarving...that sounds like a weird deviant sex thing huh? By the way... I wanna thank all the cool people that I've met here so far...feelin' the love.......
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Its been a week, self imposed grounding for being bad bad bad...I love beating myself up because no one else is sooo good at it. Gotta update this more i guess and where the hell has Azreal been? I wanna be bad with her....

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