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trixel

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Tuesday Oct 05, 2004

Oct 5, 2004
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"I went down on Pristeen
Now, how much does it take to go down
On someone...someone that you hate"

-Pristeen by Julian Cope

I've been feeling adrift of late. My mother's health crisis provided me with momentary distraction. The fact of the matter is, I'm pretty dissatisfied with my life.

Tomorrow I have a meeting at work with management to discuss my attendance. I wonder if I'll get detention. whatever My job is such a damn dreary hamsterwheel. I'm creative and smart. Doing what I do, which uses neither brains nor instincts, is killing me. My lack of interest is showing up in my performance.

This is my realization. I don't want to dwell on it. I just need a kick in the ass to get my shit together and either settle and accept, or do something more fulfilling. Sometimes I think I'm TRYING to get myself fired so I won't have a choice.

Anyhow, whinge over. I know some of you out there are following your dreams. My friend surlyclown, for example, is working his ass off being a writer. Any of you more motivated types got any hints on how to kick oneself outta zombiemode?
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gregwiththeleg:
Yeah that is kinda wierd, by "exotic" do they mean like a Bengal tiger, or a dodo bird, I'm not quite sure.
Oct 7, 2004
llouys:
getting fired is a good way to get out of zombiemode.

er, at least, that was my theory.
Oct 7, 2004

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