trixel

I'm not writing about addictions after all. Over the past months, I've met so many wonderful people on here. I've been blessed with many friends.

However, I noticed many of you answered my questions of the other day, saying you felt that I had too many friends, and you felt neglected by me.

well, you're right. I do have too many friends. I have been neglecting you all. I never have time to reply to anyone. I've been feeling shitty about it.

so new plan for me is I don't have a friends list. I'll just write my journals and enjoy writing them. I'll respond to any comments (if there are any) as it feels right to. Nothing obligatory on either side.

did I mention I have a problem with commitment.

I can't keep up the facade of managing to stay in touch with you. I love you all. I don't deserve you all. I want you all to know that I think you are incredibly interesting and wonderful in your own unique ways.