.egrof ym no noitcurtsnoc ym gniunitnoc tneps evah I syad owt tsap ehT
.noitcurtsnoc s'ti nigeb dluoc I os slairetam eht gnirucorp dna noiadnuof eht gniggid dehsinif I yadretseY
.edis eno rof skcolb noitadnuof eht dial I dna ,levarg dna trid htiw ffo hcnert eht delevel I yadoT
yadnoM ro yadnuS litnu noitcurtsnoc eunitnoc ot elba eb ton lliw I os gnikrow ma I syad...
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.noitcurtsnoc s'ti nigeb dluoc I os slairetam eht gnirucorp dna noiadnuof eht gniggid dehsinif I yadretseY
.edis eno rof skcolb noitadnuof eht dial I dna ,levarg dna trid htiw ffo hcnert eht delevel I yadoT
yadnoM ro yadnuS litnu noitcurtsnoc eunitnoc ot elba eb ton lliw I os gnikrow ma I syad... Read More
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thedishwasher:
im so lost with what to do about my ex, he seems convinced we are together now and everything is fine, all because i told him i love him, i dont think he realises that i can love him and not want to date him 
i dont know what to say without coming off like some bitch that led him on
i dont know what to say without coming off like some bitch that led him on
thedishwasher:
your story sounds so much like my own.... this guy has dumped me a good 15 times in the past year.... its ahrd to be like ok, ill let myself be vulnerable to you again.... ill always love him, but im just not sure i could handle getting hurt again.... this last time i almost lost it ... thank you for sharing with me... its good to know im not the only to face a time like this 
.prit nuf a dah I
,whos efink dna nug eht ta ffuts emos tog I
.koob gnihtimskcalb a dna ,rozar gnivahs dedalb thgiarts, efink evruc-esrever leets sucsamad, krid hsittocs a thguoB
.lla yb dah saw nuf hcuM
.deb ot gniog, won derit adniK
.etiN
yad eht fo esarhP: DC siht yalp !hooO
yad eht fo noitseuQ: ?tey ereht ew erA
yad eht fo deeN: .ffuts...
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,whos efink dna nug eht ta ffuts emos tog I
.koob gnihtimskcalb a dna ,rozar gnivahs dedalb thgiarts, efink evruc-esrever leets sucsamad, krid hsittocs a thguoB
.lla yb dah saw nuf hcuM
.deb ot gniog, won derit adniK
.etiN
yad eht fo esarhP: DC siht yalp !hooO
yad eht fo noitseuQ: ?tey ereht ew erA
yad eht fo deeN: .ffuts...
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paulnikon:
I think my brain just broke, reading backwards.
the_cheat:
.gnorw pirt delleps uoY
.gnorw pirt delleps uoYtHE voIcEs RETuRneD,
i wRote A soNg aBOuT THeM...
Constantly murmuring just out of sight
Constantly muttering, starting to fight.
Struggling for me to hear just what they said,
Vying for soverign control of my head!
[ch] They scream and they shout,
They just crash about,
They each want to be the only one.
They yell and they pound,
A tormenting sound,
Why can't my...
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i wRote A soNg aBOuT THeM...
Constantly murmuring just out of sight
Constantly muttering, starting to fight.
Struggling for me to hear just what they said,
Vying for soverign control of my head!
[ch] They scream and they shout,
They just crash about,
They each want to be the only one.
They yell and they pound,
A tormenting sound,
Why can't my...
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paulnikon:
I need to do something constructive with my voices.
well, work was ok today... my shoulder is a little sore from thursday's martial arts class (20 consecutive fights) but it was worth it 
The voices made a brief return, but they werent too unruly so i guess thats a good thing.
One of my best friends spent a half hour after work today trying to convince/begging me to join his new band... what he...
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The voices made a brief return, but they werent too unruly so i guess thats a good thing.
One of my best friends spent a half hour after work today trying to convince/begging me to join his new band... what he...
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thedishwasher:
ugh, not fun... my mom just spent the day crying saying something about not wanting to be part of the family anymore.... shes just always been jealous of the relationship i have with my dad... i think shes over it now tough
thedishwasher:
i dont even want to think about their relationship being spiced up... all fine and good what they do, but i have their old bed, so id rather not think about it, hahaha 
Spent the night hanging out with a couple of friends tuesday night, stayed up all night and spent the next day shooting targets with them...
just to give you a small taste... we had over 12 guns between the 6 of us...
(my dad included)
here are some of the toys...
.22 bolt action rifle
30-30 repeating rifle
7mm Magnum long range rifle w'/scope
.38...
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just to give you a small taste... we had over 12 guns between the 6 of us...
(my dad included)
here are some of the toys...
.22 bolt action rifle
30-30 repeating rifle
7mm Magnum long range rifle w'/scope
.38...
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paulnikon:
Shooting=Fun
the_cheat:
I shot a rifle once...
It knocked me on my ass!
It knocked me on my ass!
Tried a new hairstyle today... wore my hair down with two small braids in the front so it wouldnt get in my eyes... it actually looked pretty good. My hair is naturally curly/wavy and came down to my shoulders... half the people at work didn't recognize me, the other half thought it looked really cool.
I was kind fo freaked out when a little girl...
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frenchie:
i dont know what you mean
paulnikon:
Wig.
Helped a friend out on a movie shoot today... it was kind of intersting... there was a guy in a really wicked looking clown costume, black and white facepaint with a black clown nose and a snake's head walking staff... There was also a costume with a cow skull and 3 ' horns coming out of each side while the massive hands held out a...
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paulnikon:
blarg
thedishwasher:
anytime 
BLARG!
BLARG! blarg
phrase of the day: blarg
Question of the day: Blarg?
Need of the day: to be blarged
blarg me baby
phrase of the day: blarg
Question of the day: Blarg?
Need of the day: to be blarged
blarg me baby
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kateyez:
blarg you.....i think you can think of something to do with me!!! 
the_cheat:
HEY!! That's MY word...It's copyrighted you know! Five cents every time you use it. hehehehe
[Edited on Aug 01, 2004 1:08AM]
Five cents every time you use it. hehehehe [Edited on Aug 01, 2004 1:08AM]
Today was very strange.... started out slow... the voices were beginning to MutILAtEmyThoUghTProCESs... and then a funny thing happened... i went to work and I felt... better....
Wierd huh... work usually sets them off but this time it shut them up...
Anyway, tomorrow ought to be packed...
I've got martial arts at 10:30, might try to work on my building project beforehand, other things to...
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Wierd huh... work usually sets them off but this time it shut them up...
Anyway, tomorrow ought to be packed...
I've got martial arts at 10:30, might try to work on my building project beforehand, other things to...
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the_cheat:
Lights on, lights off....lights on....lights off...
thedishwasher:
yeah, im not sure what to make of it... but oh well, tis all good.... maybe i should just move and get away from all the crazies
Today started good and ended ok...
Woke up this morning, picked up my paycheck from work, showed up at martial arts 1 hr early on accident and decided to attend the beginners class to kill time until my class rolled around.
Learned the first half to a Kama set, fought in 7 matches(1 min each) back to back (fought the instructor in 2 of them:X),...
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Woke up this morning, picked up my paycheck from work, showed up at martial arts 1 hr early on accident and decided to attend the beginners class to kill time until my class rolled around.
Learned the first half to a Kama set, fought in 7 matches(1 min each) back to back (fought the instructor in 2 of them:X),...
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thedishwasher:
hello, nice to meet you as well