Ok guys... i need some help.
Some of you might know about my ex-fiancee that has been the melancholy-joy/torment of my life... well she has, once again, begun to try and get back together with me. Lately i havent been having trouble saying no, but i have been having trouble meaning it... I loved her dearly when we were together but in the past she has cheated on me and broken up with me without giving any reason at all... i know this sounds like an easy choice but we did have some very good times... but every time we broke up i lost a part of myself... and this time im afraid there wont be anything left if it doesnt work out (or end without a bomb going off in my chest) I know that there is no possible way for you all to be able to consider the facts and our history in its entirety so i guess my question is... is it better to go back to someone i love but cant trust right now, or remain painfully alone. (and as for the alone part, trust me, ive been so for over 8 months, it aint gonna change any time soon)
anyway... on a lighter note...
Buddy of mine let me borrow the sound recording of "The Man of La Mancha"
This song got me
To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go
To right the unrightable wrong
To love, pure and chaste, from afar
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star
This is my quest
To follow that star
No matter how hopeless
No matter how far
To fight for the right
Without question or pause
To be willing to march into Hell
For a heavenly cause
And I know if i'll only be true
to this glorious quest
that my heart will lie peaceful and calm
when im laid to my rest
And the world will be better for this
That one man, scorned and cuttered with scars
Still strove with his last ounce of courage
To reach the unreachable star!
Some of you might know about my ex-fiancee that has been the melancholy-joy/torment of my life... well she has, once again, begun to try and get back together with me. Lately i havent been having trouble saying no, but i have been having trouble meaning it... I loved her dearly when we were together but in the past she has cheated on me and broken up with me without giving any reason at all... i know this sounds like an easy choice but we did have some very good times... but every time we broke up i lost a part of myself... and this time im afraid there wont be anything left if it doesnt work out (or end without a bomb going off in my chest) I know that there is no possible way for you all to be able to consider the facts and our history in its entirety so i guess my question is... is it better to go back to someone i love but cant trust right now, or remain painfully alone. (and as for the alone part, trust me, ive been so for over 8 months, it aint gonna change any time soon)
anyway... on a lighter note...
Buddy of mine let me borrow the sound recording of "The Man of La Mancha"
This song got me
To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go
To right the unrightable wrong
To love, pure and chaste, from afar
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star
This is my quest
To follow that star
No matter how hopeless
No matter how far
To fight for the right
Without question or pause
To be willing to march into Hell
For a heavenly cause
And I know if i'll only be true
to this glorious quest
that my heart will lie peaceful and calm
when im laid to my rest
And the world will be better for this
That one man, scorned and cuttered with scars
Still strove with his last ounce of courage
To reach the unreachable star!
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Walk away. But still be friends. Give her some penis like once a year.