tristen

slight relapse last night but those damn dirty voices didn;'t win I hope they don't gather forces for an assault but if they do who can i count on to bring the Jelly doughnut launchers and chicken firing cannons??? I also have an elite team of pirate monkeys ( + ) to defend me

Today was pretty good, spent the night with a pal...
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Today was good. no voices, got some work done on my building project (half of the foundation has been dug)

I may have figured out a way to prevent those nasty people in my brain from sending me to the american gigling academy... constant occupation with something. They seem the most troublesome when i have nothing to do, which is why i wrote so many...
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song stuck in my head today... just seemed to fit.


Audioslave::Bring em back alive

I was on my way to the center of the sun
When I lost my wings and I fell into a crowd
And they carried me to a hole in the ground
And they buried me
Where no one can see
And no one would be around

I am a virus,...
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voices...

The sharp cold bite of steel
as it cuts through my flesh
from wounds that never healed
My soul is pulled and stretched

In memories from my past
i wish i could forget
the pain will never pass
That is my soul's sole debt

Held fast by burning chains
the numbing daggers strike
my body's wracked with pain
In everlasting night.

I tightly clutch...
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my past returns to haunt me... daemons i thought i had once laid to rest have risen to torment my soul once more... the weave of time spreads before me like a cloth and laughs at my futile struggle to gain ground.
i have not silenced them... they are more angry now than ever for not listening... why... must... they... torment me...

my anger and...
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Today was good.
Karate, Reading, visiting sister i havent seen in months, got some good sourdough bread from my grandma, started on the foundation for my forge project (began digging the trench for the concrete) Learned the End of Bo form 7(happy dance), learned a new way to apply a kick ass leg sweep with matching axe kick to the groin, oh yeah, and im...
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I feel a little better now... i think...
Still hiding behind my hobbes avatar so the voices can[t find me.

Physical exertion seems to help and things that occupy my attention... Coreographed a mock fight sequence with a friend of mine for a movie, (the same friend i did the 13' stunt jump for)

Karate is tomorrow and i'm going to try and get some...
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The voices came back...
they're mad at me...


wrote another song...

Injest the acid to purge the plague
Burn the wounds so the scars will stay
Tear the rotting infection away
Mourn until the death of day!

Quaff the poison to purge your soul
Let the fire burn and make you whole
Destroy the festering wound inside
Nevermore will you have to hide!

Shield your...
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Yeah, so... not much to tell today...
hm... lemme think...

Nothing really worth talking about.. hm.. is my life getting boring or did i just hit a lull... someone come over and throw things into a tailspin! Cmon, anything! Explosions, random sex, hurricane force winds... fudge...

Phrase of the day: hmm..

Question of the day: Hmm?

Need of the day: More Action Damnit! Anything! Carchase......
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well, the voices have stopped shouting at me and have resumed their constant mumbling inane chatter in the recesses of my twisted mind...
Got a new digital camera today, might actually be able to put some pics of myself without the stripey orange fur all over my body (see previous hobbes avatar in C&H pic folder for explanation)

Phrase of the day: That was really...
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