tristane

This world is so insane. So seriously fucking insane. This happens every day but I don't even know what to say. This is not the way it is supposed to go down.

I've only been home for a week - a week that up until now has been no less than even pleasant, I might add - and now suddenly all hell breaks loose. Alright, maybe hell is a strong word, but a wrong turn somewhere made me at least end up in one of the suburbs. I am so shocked I am shivering all through my body. I am just so tired of my world standing on its end all the time. Why can't it just behave like I want to? And most of all, why can't it leave the peple I love alone?

[And for some fucked up reason it just makes me miss you even more.]

I don't know if this is good or bad. I just know that right now I feel as if I just want to go out into the hallway, put on my shoes and jacket and walk out the door and then just onwards wherever the roads take me until I have regained my balance and my sences again.


Fuck.

Oh wait. That already happened.