Thursday May 03, 2007

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Tonight's the big night. It's not like it's the first time but every time is difficult. That being said, I feel better today. Not so anxious. It helps that other matters are cropping up to keep me busy. As long as my mind is occupied I don't dwell on things. Distraction can be very liberating.
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stompbox:
Well don't go modeling your life after mine just yet. After a year and a half of "trying it out" I'm still not sure if the open relationship thing is right for me. But I'm ok with it, and it doesn't bother me much anymore, for what that's worth. I've met the guy she sees and he's alright. I think that helped me the most, actually. I don't have to like him, but I can see he's just a guy, at least.

But still, nothing about it feels normal, I'm just used to it feeling strange.
huck:
hey man, don't sweat it, buy the print version if/when ya can. i am satisfied that i at least have fans, tho perhaps next time there'll be no free download! tongue wink

what happened thursday night? good or bad?

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