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Hello,

Ive been threatening to update for a long time now and haven't.I haven't been on here at all so I thats why.

Been playing a lot recently,it really hasn't been the post Olympic quiet year.The down side to playing almost every weekend is that my shoulder injury(ongoing for years now)is ptetty bad again.On ntuesday I'm off to hospital for a scan on the shoulder...
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opalia:
Hey, I'm good thanks (other than the dad incident). Doesn't sound like your shoulder thing sounds a lot of fun! blackeyed puke
Spain is always good for a break or how about Italy?
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Hello,

its been a while.

Ive done a lot.

Im away in Germany this weekend.

I'll post then.

Laters
cherrylix:
Have fun
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Hello,

how do I start?

I need inspiration!

I need a break!

I need something to go my way!

Ineed a fresh start!

2008 you were a CUNT!

2009.....be nice....please!

Laters.





Have good one to you all!
ragdoll:
Hello Sweetness, I hope that 2009 is being good to you.

How are you?

xo
opalia:
Hi, how are you? Hope all is good. x
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Things really aren't going my way right now.Its a brick wall I always seem to be coming up against or a door slammed shut!

Can't write about it yet,can't do much of anything just now.

Im finding everything too hard right now.

bye.
elysia:
Hello good sir, and apologies for being absent of late.

Your recent journals sum up the lack of words in my own, but I just wanted you to know that when you are ready to talk I'll be about. Even if it is just to embarass yourself with your lack of Python quoteage.... wink
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Hello,

Insomnia.......................Im not sleeping.............but Iam not really awake.




ITS KILLING ME!

thats all.

Laters
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cherrylix:
yes yes im here
miyo:
thats good to know, cheers!
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Hello,

In the last 2 months Ive been the happiest Ive ever been to the lowest ever.Closely followed by the happiest again to where I am now(not sure where I am now)usually Im neither of those and just flatline reliably.But.....I must say that Ive never felt so alive as I have these past months. eeek

The Vegas trip was fucking crazy! really didn't want it to...
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soulshaker:
Hmm you've got a plan there my friend, I see ... biggrin

WHY do I always get surprised faces when I say i moved from Croatia to Coventry?! Like, aaaanywhere in england is fine...but COVENTRY?! people suddenly bring their hands to their heads and go (like in slow motion movie clips) "noooooooooooooo"

biggrin

whys that?
smile


kiss
soulshaker:
ooh i didn't do a thing last night, as you asked what my plans were... stayed in and had a good discussion with a friend...till...uuum 3am or so biggrin

how was your night? smile

oh and me leaving croatia... its a little bit of a story. i might put it into one of them blogs soon...

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Hello,

So lifes been sucky! seems like once you've been kicked in the nuts,it keeps repeatedly kicking you in the nuts!

Nothing comes easy,so I guess fighting is all you can do.

Im still fighting but not sure how long for!

Things have got to change soon!

Off to Vegas and San Fransisco.I'll be away for 2 weeks.Should be a good un, but probably go...
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revelation:
The question is... how many times can you be kicked?? biggrin
revelation:
You can always fight back.
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Hello,

Its been a rough few weeks for me.Nothing is for definate and nothing has been resolved.Maybe thats why everyday I feel as if Im dying a bit more.
Ive not seen her for 2 months now but we talk still everyday.Im off to Vegas with some friends for a week soon.Me and my best buddy have hired a Dodge Charger(Dukes of Hazard) and are...
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harleen:
smile
I love Dodge Chargers! That will be so much fun.
Hope things work out for you x x
elysia:
Don't drop off the face of the planet again... let us know how it all goes eh?

Hope the trip is all you want it to be kiss
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Ive split from my GF after 3years...Im fucked up.

Ive never been with someone that Ive given myself to so completely.The love I was given was total and unconditional.

But something has been in the background from the beginning that we managed to overlook but my GF has been suffering because of it,and I guess it was too much.I love her so much,like nothing before,but...
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elysia:
How you holding up?
danger_nun:
Ah mate sorry to hear that.
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Hello,

Usually I operate on 3 emotions-happy,ok and angry.Dont really bother with any others,never really seen the point.

BUT....I can say that Ive been feeling both depressed and (never been this to my knowledge) SAD?

I seemed to have turned a corner and am back to my self again.After the biggest disapointment of my life and a number of other external reasons,I found it really...
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elysia:
Fuck fuckity fuck fuck. That's an indrecidbly shitty thing to happen. Is there any way that you guys can work it out?

Hope you're ok kiss
elysia:
Spend the day doing something that you'd usually enjoy. You'll probably not actually enjoy doing it, but it'll beat the shit out of sitting at home picking it all apart in you head. Even if you just get out for some fresh air.

That feeling, in your chest, that feels like a physical void is the killer. Take some comfort from the fact that it won't feel this way forever.