Wednesday Sep 24, 2008

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Hello,

Usually I operate on 3 emotions-happy,ok and angry.Dont really bother with any others,never really seen the point.

BUT....I can say that Ive been feeling both depressed and (never been this to my knowledge) SAD?

I seemed to have turned a corner and am back to my self again.After the biggest disapointment of my life and a number of other external reasons,I found it really hard to recover from such a low point.Some massive soul searching has occured over the last 5 days.I think Im better off for it? Its been nice in a way,not to ignore whats going on in my head and heart and challenge my feelings head on.
Im not totally over it,but.....Im OK

Back to normal service
Things that annoy me this week-

people who say either-"back in the day" or "blinging" or anything that they've heard on MTV Cribs-FUCK OFF!

This week Ive been eating-
Grapes
pitta and humous
prawn and crayfish in egg noodles

This week Ive been watching-
Bugsy Malone
Bladerunner
The Matrix

Thats all

Laters
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elysia:
Fuck fuckity fuck fuck. That's an indrecidbly shitty thing to happen. Is there any way that you guys can work it out?

Hope you're ok kiss
elysia:
Spend the day doing something that you'd usually enjoy. You'll probably not actually enjoy doing it, but it'll beat the shit out of sitting at home picking it all apart in you head. Even if you just get out for some fresh air.

That feeling, in your chest, that feels like a physical void is the killer. Take some comfort from the fact that it won't feel this way forever.

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