Hello.
I had to go to a sports awards ceremony last night.We won team of the year so it got off to a good start.But but after the ceremony it took a familiar but shitty twist.No problems with drinking this time,Im back to my manly non chundering self and totally kept it down.
Usually the awards are strewn with rumour and controversy.People pairing off all the time is or at least used to be the theme.But this year a vast majority of people turned up with they're significant others.I havent got a problem with this,I think its nice and how couples should be.
BUT!
And this is not the first time Ive written about this.
LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!
All attention seemed to be focused on me.As one by one they lectured me on how "I really should be looking for that someone special" FUCK OFF.Im not avoiding this special someone,Im just not trying to hard,thats all.
Two of my friends girl friends actually sat in front of me and held a debate(that I wasnt allowed to join in)about my potential as a date/boyfriend.The only upside to this shit?as it turns out I have pretty good potential,when I make the effort Im not to bad,reasonably funny etc etc.
The rest of the night I made a point of avoiding couples or in particular girlfriends.
This is becoming more and more of an issue BUT NOT FOR ME! everyone needs to leave me alone,Im quite comfortable with my emmotional attachment issues,Im happy stumbling through life(as one g/f put it).
Anyway thats my rant done for another week or so back to the usual mundane shit I usually post about.
Laters.
I had to go to a sports awards ceremony last night.We won team of the year so it got off to a good start.But but after the ceremony it took a familiar but shitty twist.No problems with drinking this time,Im back to my manly non chundering self and totally kept it down.
Usually the awards are strewn with rumour and controversy.People pairing off all the time is or at least used to be the theme.But this year a vast majority of people turned up with they're significant others.I havent got a problem with this,I think its nice and how couples should be.
BUT!
And this is not the first time Ive written about this.
LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!
All attention seemed to be focused on me.As one by one they lectured me on how "I really should be looking for that someone special" FUCK OFF.Im not avoiding this special someone,Im just not trying to hard,thats all.
Two of my friends girl friends actually sat in front of me and held a debate(that I wasnt allowed to join in)about my potential as a date/boyfriend.The only upside to this shit?as it turns out I have pretty good potential,when I make the effort Im not to bad,reasonably funny etc etc.
The rest of the night I made a point of avoiding couples or in particular girlfriends.
This is becoming more and more of an issue BUT NOT FOR ME! everyone needs to leave me alone,Im quite comfortable with my emmotional attachment issues,Im happy stumbling through life(as one g/f put it).
Anyway thats my rant done for another week or so back to the usual mundane shit I usually post about.
Laters.
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fancyface:
hey you sorry long time no talk just been a little busy. So hopefully we'll talk soon! see you later! Have a good week or should I say rest of the week?
leola:
Ah, fecking couples are like that - I don't know why. For some reason they are adamant that their lifestyle is the ultimate achievement all else and sundry are striving for. But, the social climate at present would strongly suggest otherwise.